I'm so lost without you...

2009-06-08T20:27:00.003+08:00

Hello all!!!!

i noe my blog has been kinda dead....hahaha

anyways...i was reading wenjing's blog n i felt lyk blogging again!so hahaha.here i m thinking of smth to blog about.

i got a new fone...a nokia E71.i noe some ppl r rolling their eyes n going "wads wrong with her?she changed her fone.AGAIN???" lol. im sorrie...bud i cant help it if my fone decides to die on me every year or so...LOL

anyways,todae i went down to look for my physics tuition teacher,hu was nice enough to stay back aft his other class to explain to me thermal physics...LOL. THANKS LAOSHI!!!xp hahha.

haf i mentioned pw sucks? bud my grp members r awesome!xp hahaha.i hope i survive pw...=/

anyway,i think im kinda outta mindless rambling now.so i promise i'll blog soon!

Tata everyone!xp

2009-01-24T21:31:00.002+08:00

HEY EVERYONE!!!!hahaha.im back to update/revive my dead blog.hahaha.lyk the new skin?lol.anyways...chinese new year's coming round the corner so let me wish everyone a happy chinese new year!!!xp

i guess youve all been wondering wad ive been up to...well,ive done a bit of shopping (okay okay,i admit,a lot of shopping....happy?) n made poor ks look lyk an aunty carrying all my shopping bags...THANKS!!!xp

ive been to sajc's open hse and nyjc's open hse....it was at nyjc's open hse where i saw dis super prettttyyyyy bag...den i was whining to gloria bout wanting dat bag and gloria went "juz push her off the 3rd floor wif yr bag...den once she falls,u can take the bag." bud i thought dat was kinda mean so i didnt do it....LOL!!! haiz....bud i really lyk dat baggg...*whines*

the next thing was dat i got my results...i did alrite.thank God.hahaha.my choices r sajc(s),sajc(a),nyjc(s),nyjc(a),cjc(s),cjc(a),integrated events and project management(SP),molecular biotechnology(NP),advertising and public relations(NP),aerospace technology(NP),biomed science(SP) and human resource management with psychology(SP).so yup....i really pray dat i'll go into sajc science cos i really dunno wad combi to take in the arts stream n i really dun wanna take geog again....hahaha.

i went to sentosa too....n i got super badly burnt.ask anyone hu was present...i also went to the zoo too...WHITE TIGERS!!!!hahaha....n no,i didnt jump into their cage wif a bucket on my head cos number one: i lyk living. number two:i lyk white tigers n lyk to c dem happy n undisturbed and number three: i didnt bring a bucket.hahaha.

so dats it for now...til nxt tym.n once again,happy chinese new year y'all!xp

farah to the RESCUE! LOL....

2008-07-29T12:57:00.003+08:00

okay....im back to rescue my dying (or already dead n rotting) blog.LOL.okay,random thought.u guys noe the newest ndp song? the one wif hardy going "shine for singapore"? wads wif the guy trying to ask out the girl in the mtv? i dun geddit.wad does dat haf to do wif ndp 2008? singapore's attempting the soft approach to promote romance singapore again? LOL.

hu wans to go n watch fireworks wif me on 9th of august?=))

BEING SICK IS THE PITS!!! ESP IF U HAF EXAMS!! lol.im suffering frm....i dunno wad.the doctor saes its probably smth i ate.bud i shant entertain u the details...bud i juz kip puking...=/ doctor also said im only allowed to eat porriage and soupy stuff.=/ NOOOOOO....hahaha.

mock exams haf been soso...i dun think i can do dat well.haiz...sians.nvm,wads over is over,no use thinking bout it anymore.lol.

okay,i hear the whale rider calling me now.tata!

2008-01-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

hello hello! im back to rescue my dying blog...hahaha.

anyways...tmrs the last day of sch for the wk (at least for some,i stil haf to go back on sat morn for physics...) so yay! anyways...dis wk has been okay...seeing dat its lyk only the first official wk of sch...LOL.

todae we had our first actual lesson in pe...ms chng's pe lesson is kinda killer....LOL.its a miracle im stil able to type after all the conditioning she made us do...she made us do crunches,suicide run (2nd round made me realise y dey call it a suicide run and almost wanted to do the same thing.),shoulder blade muscle thingy stretches,a variation of push up ,something to stretch our leg muscles and some other stuff...nothing hurts too badly now...cept for my right shoulder muscle and my leg muscles....todae we took height and weight too....i lost a kg!!!! woohoo!!! =)) bud i didnt grow...im destined to be short!!!! *wails* even ah tiew's taller dan me...=(( so sad...no offence meant ah tiew...=))

anyways...dats bout it,short post todae...now i wonder if i can wear fbt shorts to sch on sat...hmmm...cos i haf tuition aft dat and i dun wanna wear my sch u on a sat...HAHAHA.i'll go ask around den...TTFN! (tata for now.tigger uses it.*grins*)

2007-12-31T23:50:00.000+08:00

hey guys...dis'll probably b my last post for 2007....seeing dat 2008 is in lyk 20 mins...HAHAHA. now im in a reflective mood. so lemme reflect on the things dat happened in 2007...due to space constraint, i'll limit it to the top 10 things dat happened...

1.My birthday
2.My current clique and HALF
3.The new frens i've made and the bonds that i've strengthened over the year
4.Sec 3 camp
5.My results this year (Thank God! =)) )
6.3 joy '07 class chalet
7.SYF (silver silver silver!) =))
8.Spending tym wif my family
9.Collecting all my cheques. =)) if u wanna noe wad its bout,ask me and you'll find out! =)) 10.and of cos not forgetting 3 joy 07/4 joy 08. C u guys wen sch reopens! =))

oh and HAPPY NEW YEAR Y'ALL! I HOPE YOU ALL HAF A GOOD ONE AHEAD! =))

burried under piles of hwk....

2007-12-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

oh my gawd...im being burried under piles of hwk...oh mans.quite sad la.ive got lyk tons of zuo wen to do...someone shld tell the chinese teachers at kcp dat its quality, not quantity dat matters...haiz.sick man...and sch's lyk starting nxt wk...shit.im lyk a total gone case.

on top of sch hwk i gotta do my tuition hwk.sad sad sad.rawr.and i haf 4 newspaper reports to write. i dun understand y we haf to do newspaper reports though.quite stupid lars...s'not lyk the o level's gonna make me search for a paper and do a newspaper report on it. duh...

so yes,basically besides sounding lyk a whinny baby, (i noe i sound lyk a whinny baby,bud its my blog and im UNHAPPY and i wanna WHINE.) im lyk drowning in hwk....rawr.

so haitus til i finish my hwk i guess...im such a gd kid arent i? LOL. self-praise...anyways...merry christmas everyone! =))

shopping list!

2007-12-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

guess wad came in the mail yesterday? im a recipient of the EAGLES award.so the letter saes dat im gonna get a 150 bucks in an award voucher...so im wondering..wad if its a 150 voucher to lyk popular or smth...OMG! wad the heck m i gonna do wif a 150 buck voucher to popular...frankly id prefer it if dey gave me a cheque...heh heh...LOL.

i wanna buy a ton of stuff!!! omg! hands r itching to go on a shopping spree...rawr. HAHAHA

i haf an ulcer in my mouth...ouchie...=((

dis is a damn random post...den again,most of my posts haf been based on random stuff...LOL.

RANDOM STUFF!

2007-12-15T22:25:00.001+08:00

well,todae aft tuition i went to orchard wif my daddy to go get his fone back frm the sony ericsson service centre...omg,u shld haf seen the queue to collect the fones...its either ppl cant b bothered to collect their fones on weekdays or sony ericsson's quality control is going down the tubes...u b the judge. LOL. mum and dad saes it's probably quality control...hmmm, is this a sign to change back to nokia? we'll c...LOL.

and on the way back via mrt...( dad tot it was gonna b super crowded at orchard so we parked the car at bishan and took the mrt down...SAVE THE ENVIRONMENT!!!LOL.

sorrie for the horrible picture.was in a rush and this was taken on my camera fone (which is only 2 megapix. LOL) bloody hell,damn crowded la. den its not cos of the human traffic...it's cos everyone's taking shelter under the roof. WTF! wanna go take shelter take shelter in a shopping centre or wad la. so stupid. hide under the walk way and block ppl's way only. take up space. cant stand it. den got one uncle, sae wad " push push push got use mehs?" of cos got use la,if not stand dere dun move mehs? diao lehs.

anyways if u guys r watching asian idol now (most of u r rolling yr eyes at me and going "the idol series is over rated." i'll come to critics later.) vote for HADY MIRZA! come on ppl! show some support for our local talent! we support stephanie sun and lin jun jie (for those hu dun, u cant possibly call yr self singaporean. jkjk.) y dun we support hady too? juz cos he's the winner of singapore idol? i dun think dats fair. do u? as for the critics of the idol series, come on, its juz a way of finding talent. wad cld b wrong wif dat? and i tink some of u may go "hypocrite.u're not gonna vote." not true...im voting and im paying for it OUT OF MY OWN POCKET. yes yes lil ms pampered is paying for it herself.big shock.HAHAHA.jkjk...the indonesian idol is pretty gd too, to b honest. since u can vote for 2 countries....sooo vote for Singapore and Indonesia!!! btw im not a hady fanatic bud im proud to b a singaporean therefore m proud of our local talents.

2007-12-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

omg! i havent finished my hol hwk! oh no! im soooo dead...crap. muz chiong liao. tmr i start chionging already....to hear some one sae "omg! you havent finished yr hwk?!?!" makes me feel damn lousy and lyk a bum. i bet some of u r going "huh?!?! she dis kinda ppl can go take scholarship?!?! liddat gif to monkey oso can liao." no ill intention meant for any scholarship recipients or the person hu said it to me. honest! im juz speaking out my own mind.dats wad a blog is for...rite? anyways.i shall work hard and b a chiongster kid! woo! (for those hu dunno wads a chiongster kid,u muz haf been living under a rock all this while or u haf juz returned frm mars aft taking a 10 year trip wif a bunch of aliens.LOL.jkjk.)

anyways,i believe i can conquer my super duper huge pile of hwk. jia you jia you farah!

gawd, im lyk toking to myself. oh nvm, put it down to too much things clogging up my mind.LOL.

2007-12-12T12:48:00.000+08:00

hey ppl! its tym to revive my really really super uber dead blog...HAHAH..bud den again ive been overseas in japan since last tues...so im forgiven rite? LOL. pictures soon i promise.

so anyways,since i came back on sunday,i went on a shopping spree wif my mummy and daddy on monday at orchard and i got my crumpler bag!!!! finally.LOL.

anyways dats pretty much all i gotta sae now. cya!

KNN.

2007-12-02T20:26:00.000+08:00

wtf.tmr i haf tuition.wtf wtf wtf?!?!?! thanks to my "dear" lil sis.i haf chinese tuition tmr.wtf sia. super pissed mans. its not dat i mind tuition.it's been incorporated into part of my life as a typical singaporean kid. no, the fact dat i mind is dat my sis didnt even tell me i was supposed to haf tuition tmr until lyk juz now,wen she had lyk the WHOLE DAMN FREAKING WEEK to tell me.wtf.u wont pek chek mehs if u got dis kinda sister. den aft dat i totally exploded at her,short of saying the f-word.my mum came to her rescue (as usual) and told me dat there was no big deal having tuition tmr wen my sister had TWO tuition classes tmr. oh wow! shes a hero she has two tuition classes tmr! my goodness! someone get her a medal! *rolls eyes*

fyi,i haf 2 tuition classes EVERY wed. bud do u hear me complaining bout it? nope.nada.zilch. at least my dad was decent,he defended me by saying dat my mindset was tuned to not having tuition tmr.which is damn TRUE! wtf,dis kinda last minute thing...thank God i didnt plan anything if not i wld haf trashed my sis upside down already. she had the whole damn wk to tell me and she didnt. KNN. &#*%*@.

PEK CHEK ARHS! STUPID SISTER.DEN HAF TO GO TO JAPAN WIF HER SOMEMORE.WTH! i so wanna b an only child now.

okay,positive stuff now...calm down farah.i told my grandma dat i got the top 10% in sch scholarship thingy...300 bucks baby!!!! WOOOHOOO! lol.most of its going to my "get farah a crumpler bag" fund! hahaha.looks lyk my grandma teng2 wo3 bu4 shi4 bai2 teng2 de....HAHAHAH.jkjk.

okay,i've ranted enough for now. now im gonna go stare angrily at my sis. nah,not worth my effort.LOL.

2007-12-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

Have you ever felt lonely in a crowded place? I have.
Have you ever felt lost even though on the outside,you seem to be on the right track in life? I have.
Have you ever felt like saying something but could never find the right words to express how you feel? I have.
Have you ever felt like screaming out loud but no one could hear you, or even be bothered to listen? I have.
Have you ever felt miserable but never able to show your true feelings? I have.
Have you ever felt as if you have no one to confide in, even though they say they are there for you? I have.

wad an emo post.it's amazing what kinda stuff you can come up wif when you cant sleep at night.

unwanted....

2007-11-30T22:31:00.001+08:00

todae i went out wif gloria and her bf wee cher...yes yes,farah's a light bulb shinning super brightly.i noe i noe,bud wad cld i do,gloria wldnt lemme leave and she insisted dat i go out wif dem...so yeah, we went to orchard and i finally got to meet wee cher...hes a really nice guy.HONEST! hahaha.aft a while of wandering round orchard we meet wee cher's fren,winston (did i spell it rite? i dunno.hahaha.) den we went to cineleisure for winston to get his christmas present for dis girl...hahaha.den we went to take neos! lol. im lazy so i'll scan it in some other day....and since gloria was hungry we went to the village thingy at heeren for her to get her rosti (it's potato btw if u guys didnt noe.and it's yummy!) so we sat dere toking for a while while winston was creeping us out by telling us stories frm ripley's believe it or not and some story bout teletubbies.hahaha.aft dat winston went back home and the rest of us went to wander round orchard road a lil while longer and den we went to sit on the bench lyk on orchard road.the wind was sooo strong and soo fun and awesome...HAHA.havent felt such strong wind in a while.soo cooling.lol.

den aft dat wee cher had to go for fencing so we left...den dey(gloria and wee cher) insisted on waiting for each others train to come before leaving.LMAO.eventually i went off first.hahaha.

tinking back bout todae,i guess im really,supremely,truly happy for gloria,i mean,she actually found a super great guy dat truly likes her for hu she is and is soo sweet to her.bud a tiny tiny part of me is kinda envious.wee cher obviously lyks gloria alot,u can totally c it.i juz...i dunno how to sae it. its juz dat,i cant even get the guy i lyk to lyk me (its lyked now...i tink.) he lyks another girl and dun get me wrong or wadever, i tink im over him.bud it's juz dat i feel kinda lyk a failure.haiz.i dunno how to put into words wad i feel.i gif up now.game over.

mayb i shldnt haf gone out todae.now im tinking too much.shit.

jo training

2007-11-28T13:54:00.000+08:00

okay okay..im back...so i shall blog.i gotta leave for tuition in a while...so it'll b a short one.

yesterday,i went for aikido training and BSCC...and we did jo training wif sensei alan (or is it allen)....he was teaching us how to strike properly wif the jo...quite fun...cept wen u haf to lyk twirl (? is dis the correct term? i dunno how to describe it.LOL) so i anyhow spin the jo...lol.and i managed to smack myself on the shin on the second last strike. wth...the impact wasnt too bad. (i dun c any bruises. or mayb i dun bruise easily.LOL) bud the sound wen it hit my shin was lyk a hollow sound. OMG! hmmm...tink i muz drink more milk.if not i'll get brittle bones.HAHAHA.

went to shangri-la for lunch on monday...was a super high class restaurant...my sis and i were supremely amused by the toilet.LOL.their toilet's damn high class...LOL.i sound lyk a country bumpkin.bud yeah.i've got pics...bud im a lazy bum and i shall post dem later aft i come home frm tuition...hahaha.

im flying off for japan nxt wk...wow.time flies and i havent even finished my hols hwk...OH NO! nvm.shall do it later...hahaha.

2007-11-25T20:52:00.001+08:00

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
#1: All the wishes that i wish to come true
#2: Cristiano ronaldo to appear in front of me. (LOL.joke.)
#3: Gd results next year.
#4: A crumpler bag
#5: A secret that cannot be told (bu4 neng2 shuo1 de4 mi4 mi4)

The person who tagged you is michelle mummy
5 impressions of her.
#1: a lovely mummy! <33
#2: Shes a jap fanatic!
#3: very sweet.
#4: has the sweetest voice in chinese class.(according to ms nah dat is.)
#5: ermmm....zi4 high at escape!

The most memorable thing she has done for you:
be my mummy! =))
The most memorable words she has said to you:
"mummy zi ci ni!"
If she becomes your lover, she will have to improve on:
errrr.....no comments.
If she becomes your enemy, you will:
tio stun.
If she becomes your enemy, the reason is:
dunno...which mummy will hate her nu er?!?! ='((

The person who tagged you is wenjing
5 impressions of her.
#1: pyroclastic!!!! hahaha.
#2: BLADDY LAME!
#3: amazing singer!
#4: first one to KO at class chalet wen she told us she wld keep us up at any cost.
#5: gd fren.

The most memorable thing she has done for you:
buy me carrots for my birthday wen i wanted lyk diamond carats.
The most memorable words she has said to you:
err....we tok too much.cant rmb.
If she becomes your lover, she will have to improve on:
being pyroclastic? lol.i tink shes already my lover.even though mummy michelle doesnt lyk her. (as my lover i mean..lol. i tink wad i juz said was super lame.bud nvm.)
If she becomes your enemy, you will:
wth...i tink will stun tio.
If she becomes your enemy, the reason is:
cos she lost her mind.lol...jkjk.er...i dunno.muz ask her.

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
#1 Gloria.
#2 Lina
#3 Lawrence
#4 Hannah jie
#5 Jeanette
#6 Sean daddy
#7 Terence (no idea y i put his name,his blog's dead.bud doesnt matter.i dunno hu else to write.lol)
#8 errmmm....Yj.(he doesnt even haf a blog.bud yeah.wadever.nid to fill up space.)
#9 Laimin
#10 Hazel

#1. Who is no.7 having a relationship with? Errmm...gd question.i lost track...you'll haf to ask him yrself.HAHAHA.
#2. Who is no.9 having a relationship with? I dunno.muz ask her yrself.
#3. If no.9 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? Errrr....i dun tink lesbianism is legal in singapore...or is it? (i dunno.someone please enlighten me?)
#4. What about no.4 and no.5? Ditto the lesbian thing.*points to above answer*
#5. What is no.3 studying? Errr....same sub combi as me? juz dat he doesnt haf pure geog.
#6. When was the last time you chatted with no.6? Yesterday on msn.
#7. Does no.4 work? I dunno...you'll haf to ask her yrself.
#8. Does no.8 have any cousin in his/her school? Nope.his sis is in poly. (yj arent u proud of the fact dat i rmbed? hahaha.)
#9. Will you woo no.8? Wth...wad kinda question is this....NEXT!
#10. How about no.5? Hmmmm....mayb mayb...nah..jkjk...the lesbian thingy again.
#11. Does no.2 have any siblings? YES! one older sis and one younger.
#12. How did you get to know no.3 and no.4? No.3 is my sec 3 classmate and No.4 is my choir senior.
#13. Where does no.1 live at? Serangoon! =))
#14. How did you get to know no.2? Classmates in sec 1 and 2...gd frens! =))
#15. Is no.5 the sexiest person in the world? YES!!!!hahaha...jkjk. no comments.

joanne's 1 month celebration

2007-11-24T21:29:00.000+08:00

Todae was my lil cousin joanne's one month old celebration...and she's super adorable.=)) hahaha...wen the party was in full swing...she was sleeping...hahaha.den wen everybody left....she woke up!hahaha...nth much to sae and since a picture paints a thousand words...enjoy!

my very adorable cousin!!!hahaha...shes so cute rite?

my very cute distant cousin (my dad's cousin's daughter).cute rite?

her name's summer btw. and the lil boy beside her is her bro called reegan.
summer and reegan
lil reegan...he's quite cute isnt he?
lil joanne...looks lyk shes tired aft a long day.hahaha.

i oso finally told my grandma bout my extra ear holes...she was lyk "omg!" lol...hahaha.she said i was vain...lyk diao.wth mans...im not vain!

okay...im getting chased to bed by my dad now.cya!

the end of the steven mcclaren era

2007-11-23T09:35:00.000+08:00

ENGLAND FAILED TO QUALIFY FOR THE EURO 2008...
wth...so sickening...rawr.anyways...one gd thing came out of all this...

Steven Mcclaren got sacked by the FA! finally...
hahaha...i guess mayb it wld better if england got a new coach...btw if u cldnt guess by now...im an england fan alrite...lol.

Portugal managed to qualify though...
yay!!! hahaha.im an england fan...bud cristiano ronaldo is frm portugal...so,heh heh...*grins*

anyways...i haf cca later...and i kinda lost my voice...not as bad as benji and kiew kiew...bud stil kinda gone...hope it doesnt get worse.rawr..i wanna go out...bud cant,since i got cca frm 1-5pm...drats.and i haf to b in full sch u.double drats.i'd rather go out though.nvm,nxt tym i shall go out and watch enchanted...wahahaha.i feel lyk watching ghost show lehs...anyone wanna go wif me? lol...

my lil cousin's one month birthday is dis saturday and shes adorable.hahaha...oh yeah.speaking of birthdays...i realised dat darrenn lam's birthday was lyk the day before yesterday.and we were in the chalet and i didnt wish him...sorrie and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DARRENN!!! =))

sec 3 joy '07's chalet

2007-11-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...im back frm my class chalet...and it was...fun,actually.hahaha...

Day 1:
we meet up at bishan mrt...we were lyk actually supposed to meet at 1pm...bud since jing and i had to go get cash frm ms yip for the bbq.so we met up earlier at lyk 12.30pm den we went to get the cash and meet the others at bishan mrt.we waited lyk sooo long and eventually we all reached.so we caught a 1 hour bus ride to pasir ris. den the guys wanted to walk to costa sands...and since i was in front,i was supposed to lead...and i had absolutely no idea where to go.LOL. bud we got dere eventually okay...LMAO.
wen we reached dere,josiah checked us in and we basically played mj and cards...lol.so we sit down dere and stone and play.
in the evening, some of the guys managed to get absolute vodka.den dey became drunk...(for their sakes,i wont list down their names.lol.) A_____ cld barely stand up, T____ was toking rubbish, S____ and K___ were okay i guess...Y____ was okay in the beginning den he started toking rubbish, A___ was lyk stoning and only Z____ was moderately sane. lol.
they all damn joke la..."i'm not drunk! i walk straight line let u c..." *walks lyk a drunk" LMAO.joke lehs...den dey tok alot of rubbish...den Y____ walked into the interconnecting door (or was it the wall? i forgot.) den he was lyk *$*@%&.which b****** hit me?!? den we were lyk "er...u walked into the door (or wall.)" lol. josiah was lyk looking at my extra earholes den he went" hey...u pierced yr extra earholes!" den Y____ was lyk "she rebellious kid mahs.pierce 3 holes lehs..." den he started laughing.siao.
den terence went to shower...bud he made me promise to go out wif him and get food before he wld go shower.he took lyk an eternity to shower..so in the end, josiah,me,terence,fusen and kaiboon went to macs to eat...lol.kaiboon and fusen finished their food earlier so dey went back to the chalet. den i felt really exhausted bud terence hadnt finished his drink so he brought it back.den back at the chalet alvin took one bed,alex took another and josiah and yj took another. den yj told me to go and sleep...bud i really had to use the bathroom bud both bathrooms were occupied...so i was lyk walking round...den yj was lyk"sleep la..." den i was lyk"wo3 yao3 shang4 ce4 suo3..." lol.terence somehow managed to get a pillow and blanket frm the nxt room and passed it to me.THANKS TERENCE! den yj offered to gif up his bed...so nice rite? THANKS YJ! lol...
den i woke up halfway while sleeping and josiah was asking me if i was too cold or if i nided him to turn down the aircon or smth...so i said no and went back to sleep...den zc's fone started ringing at bout 5am...i refused to open my eyes even though i heard the fone ringing.hahaha.

Day 2:
woke up at bout 7 or 8 am...so cool rite? lol. first tym wake up so early mans.hahaha.so proud of myself.lmao.den sit down dere freezing to death on the bed...den dunno tok wad to sherman and yj...den we went to white sands for lunch and went to get the food for the bbq...the guys took so long to buy the potatoes...-_-'''
den we went back and we went to escape theme park.all i can sae is we go down dere and zhi4 high...super wet lars...den went back to the chalet and drip all over the place.lol.den watch the guys start the bbq fire...den zc finally managed to start the fire! lol.turns out the charcoal we bought were useless...lol. the guys called it rocks.haha.the food dey cooked was pretty gd too.hu knew dey cld cook? lol...
den watch dem play mj and watch darrenn play the "never-ending game" wif fusen.so funny.den i went to sleep...
someone gave me a pillow in the middle of the nite,bud i juz dunno hu gave it to me though.so i juz took the pillow.den i crawled up the bed and continued to sleep.turns out terence was the one hu gave me the pillow,which he took frm zc i tink...THANKS TERENCE!

Day 3:
woke up and checked out.den we (michelle mummy,zihao,wenjing and i) went to eat at white sands...we were trying to lyk convince darrenn to go eat wif us...bud he decided to go home...den aft lunch at kfc,we went home by mrt...i took taxi frm bishan cos i was LAZY! lol...

okays...dats basically it...really long blog post here...so i'll end of by saying thanks to all the ppl hu went for the chalet and for making this chalet super fun! =))

2007-11-19T19:46:00.000+08:00

YES!!!! I CAN FINALLY SURF THE NET ON MY LAPTOP!!!!! WOOHOO! SO HAPPY MANS....

Thank you for helping me set up the internet connection thingy!!!

hahaha...i can finally use the net while watching tv!!!! whoo!!! so cool rite...lmao. tmr going for chalet...i dun tink i nid to sleep liao. great no? hahahaha...lets c if i can survive 3 days 2 nites wifout sleep and if i can survive my classmates...lmao.

tata for now. shall blog aft chalet...hopefully i can get some fotos....lols...

GAHH!!!!

2007-11-14T02:21:00.000+08:00

omg...it's lyk 2 smth in the morning and i'm awake...further proof dat im can actually stay up and entertain myself...woohoo! looks lyk im gonna b bored to death at the chalet..bud im getting ahead of myself here...and since im doing self entertainment,i'll juz blog.

3 joy '07/4 joy '08 (i wish we cld juz settle on one.lol)'s chalet is nxt wk...and m i prepared? actually. not really...cos...
1) none of my clique r going(nat's in indo,gena's rents wont let her stay and neither wil jing's rents let her stay.though she'll b coming along in the morning.
2) i haf absolutely no idea wad to do dere.other dan rot in front of the tv.which i cld haf easily done at home with CABLE.
bud...my dad saes it's a gd tym to BOND AND UNIFY (he saes dis everytym i dun wanna go to sch aft the exams.) wif my class....and besides. i've already paid my 21 bucks.so mite as well go.
so basically, im gonna go dere, b a emo loner and watch the guys either play their funny games or watch tv....wad a nice way to bond.

im supposed to do a tribute to my cousins...bud im juz too darn lazy to actually upload the fotos.hahaha...mayb in the nxt post....lol.

i cant wait for my router to get fixed properly.i mean, i tried and all...bud how m i supposed to get the router wired up wen u gif me one cable and tell me both the router and the modem muz b online and working and did i meantion dat dere is only ONE TELEPHONE JACK? wth....uncle stanley, if you're reading dis (which i doubt), HELP!!! hahaha.

okay....i shall make myself a to-do list...
1) tidy up my room
2) do holiday hwk (which i havent touched)
3) get router hooked up and get my laptop's internet up and running
4) b mentally prepared for nxt wk's class chalet

okay.i can do dis.i wont die frm a work overload, i wont. *gulps* i hope.....

and to show wad lil life i haf...let me tell u wad i've been doing dis few days..i've been watch goong( no not goong s) AGAIN. and i cant seem to cry wenever i watch it.how come? it's sad and all...bud i cant cry over it.no matter how much i sympathise the characters.damn,i tink dere's smth wrong wif my EQ. or at least my tear ducts...hmmm....oh well.

i miss gloria. get yr butt back to s'pore asap girl...we havent gone out dis entire holiday! we nid to go out before i lose my sanity.

okay...dats pretty much it...adios!

2007-11-04T21:26:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl...back to update! woo! lol...anyways lets rewind back to friday....

okay.so i went to sch for the amaths lecture thingy.big waste of tym...noe y? ms cheok spent lyk the 1st 10-15 mins of the lecturing us bout being late and wasting tym....-_-''' den nvm...she spent half of the lecture telling us the derivation of the formulas (or formulaes? i dunno.lol.) den she told us it wasnt tested...wth, &$*#@...lol

anyways...den aft the lecture...which i cldnt understand part of,we went go hang round sch til gena finished dance den we cld go to her hse so she and jing cld get ready for their badminton/gym thingy...i wld haf gone too...bud i went to meet my BROTHER MOSES! (he's not really my bro...juz my cousin.)

lol...we went to orchard...he's super evil...he lyk gave me a shock....evil lil boy....lol.so we ate at yoshi...den we went to get tickets for the movies...we were trying to decide between game plan and stardust...and since game plan was at lyk 5 smth and it was lyk 3...we picked stardust which was at lyk 4...sorrie girls!!!! though i wldnt mind watching stardust again though...LOL.we'll catch some other movie okay? promise! =))

aft the movie we went to TOYS R US and hung out....my bro saes the most random and lame things for a 13 yr old boy...he loves legos...and not the normal kind...he lyks the one dat cost bout a 100+ bucks per box....wth.expensive lego.lol. den while bro was looking at his lego, i was juz wandering round the store...and i saw dis guy wif lyk super muscular tighs in smth lyk fbt shorts....OMG!!! i kinda freaked out and ran back to moses...muscles r fine on a guy...bud too much and *shudders*, lets not even go there...

den while coming back down, we saw dis sign dat said dat u cld dye yr eyebrowns to match yr hair colour....LOL...random.so we decided to go home...den todae i realised dat my bro "oh so cleverly" took the wrong train home...lol.

bored outta my wits and i havent even touched my hols hwk....great.shall get started on it tmr...sighs...i DO NOT haf a life...

i tink i'm coming down wif smth...i've got a running nose and a sore throat...bleahs...sucks man.btw...gloria if you're reading dis....lets go out! i'm bored outta my wits...=))

nth much to sae now...juz dat i saw alvin (frm tuition not frm 3 joy 07/4 joy 08) and josiah the other day....*waves* HEY GUYS!!!! lol....ciao!

LOL.

2007-11-01T18:43:00.000+08:00

haha...tym to revive dis super dead blog!!! WOOHOO! LMAO. random...sorrie..

anyways...i noe it's tym to update wen benji tells me "i read yr blog. please go update." oops...=X so, here u go benji! i updated! lol.

todae nth much.had to go to sch for cca. i took the mrt todae cos
1.my daddy's in nepal and he cant drop me off.
2.my mummy's lazy to take the car and drop me off.
3.mummy tells me dere's a jam and advises me to take the mrt instead...

LOL.so anyways...while everyone was lyk wearing office clothes,i was lyk in fbts and sch tee. so while everyone was lyk rushing to catch the train, i was lyk happily staring at all the ppl rushing round.LMAO.

den wen i alighted at bishan, i saw wenjing! talk bout gd timing.LOL i saw kingsley!!! *waves* HI KINGSLEY! lol.

den we went to get breakfast...i ate a hashbrown! den we went back to 7-11 to get my juice! the apple juice tasted funny...LOL.nvm...

anyways...we had choir...sing sing sing,den had the church choir audition thingy...i didnt noe got solo audition lars...wth...den so unprepared...den shake lyk crazy...LMAO...den cant pitch properly.LOL.coolest rite?HAHA....

den aft dat jing and i went to the 2nd floor...we saw liyun and ben...so we all chatted for lyk a super long tym while dey were supposed to b studying for their physics Os.sorrie guys! lol...bud it was fun. den we met benji! and since we were all kinda hungry we decided to go for lunch together...we saw thawfeek going for football training! *waves* HI THAWFEEK!!! lol.

den we went to kfc...dey ate the thingy dat looks lyk a taco bud it's not the bandito pocket thingy...dey both concluded dat it was a let down....i had a medium pepsi...den i realised dat i was supposed to b on a diet...oops.=X lol.

den we went walking cos jing didnt wanna go home so early...we went walking round..and we spent most of our tym in cd/dvd stores...LOL.

so yeah...dats it for todae...i haf to go to sch tmr...joy.yj saes top nid to b a sch shirt den okay le.hmmmm...i wonder wad on earth i'm wearing tmr...LOL.choices choices..HAHA.den tmr going out wif didi moses! woo! lol.

okay...later ppl!

unrequited love expert.

2007-10-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

I have found, almost everything ever written about love, to be true.
Shakespeare said,"journeys end in lovers' meeting." oh, what an extraordinary thought.
Personally I have not experienced anything remotely closed to that, but i am more than willing to believe that shakespeare had.
I suppose I think of love more than anyone really should.
I am constantly amazed by its shear power to alter and define our lives.
It was shakespeare who also said love is blind.
Now that, is something I know to be true.

For some, quite inexplicably, love fades.

For others, love is simply lost.

But then of course, love could easily be found, even if just for the night.

And then there's another kind of love, the cruelest kind, the one that almost kills its victim.
It is called unrequited love.
Of that, I am an expert.

Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other.
But what about the rest of us? What about our stories?
Those of us who fall in love alone.
We are the victims of the one-sided effect.
We are the cursed of the loved ones.
We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded, the handicap without the advantage of a parking space.

Yes! You are looking at one such individual

And I have willingly loved that man for over 3 miserable years.
The absolute worst years of my life!
The worst christmas eves, the worst birthdays, new years' eve brought in by tears and valium.
These years that I've been in love have been the darkest days of my life!
All because I've been cursed by being in love with the man who does not and will not love me back!
Oh god, just the sight of him, heart pounding, throat thickening, absolutely can't swallow, all the usual symptoms.

i saw dis thing on kaki's old blog....and i can really relate to dis author...well...not as long as 3 yrs...bud u guys get the picture....thought it was quite meaningful and apt...so...here it is!

Sex Ed?!?!

2007-10-24T21:03:00.001+08:00

todae i went to sch....as usual...i kip telling my dad not to let me go to sch cos i dun haf to do anything in sch...bud he kips telling me to go to sch and "mingle" and "bond" wif my frens...LOL!!! haha...

todae before anything even started, i got called out by mrs Lim to meet mrs tham...i got a shock...oh wait. ppl hu arent frm kcpss....mrs lim and mrs tham deal wif discipline cases...so i got a shock cos normally i'm such a gd kid (at dis point most of my classmates and frens wld start coughing.LOL) , so i dun tink i'd haf any discipline probs. den while charmaine and i were going to meet mrs tham, hyun jun was lyk " u were caught rioting outside sch rite?" den to di siao him, i went "shhhh dun tell everyone...." LMAO! so lame rite? haha...

turns out she juz wants feedback on the sch and stuff tmr...o.kay....rite...anyways...todae we had sex ed....so nth much la...den we had SPA practical....omg!!!! my practical sucks la...big time...nvm....God shall help me. =))

I LOVE MY PHYSICS SPA FILE! IT'S THE COOLEST THING ON EARTH....IT HAS MY NAME ON IT!!! LOL....

sorrie...random...den nth much to sae le...so....adios!

why cant you just understand?

2007-10-22T19:30:00.001+08:00

hey ppl...sorrie for the real long haitus...so yeah...let's start wif a gd note. my results are...okay...not super...bud its not too bad either. 5As,2Bs and 1C...LOL...i guess i really haf to thank my heavenly father for the results...so, thanks daddy! =)

anyways...dats pretty much the gd news...now i juz nid to rant. so bear wif me...

i juz dun understand my parents sometyms. i haf frens hus parents r lyk super understanding and my frens can juz open up to dem. for me, i haf to tink lyk twice or thrice before i tell my parents anything. it's lyk everything i do or sae will definately haf some backlash or at least gain some comment frm dem, especially my father. he has to judge everything i do or sae..and i mean i really thank him for all the material things he's provided for me, bud dere's more dan dat. he juz doesnt actually tink bout wad effects his words has on me. or at least i dun tink so anyway. this has resulted in me not even bothering to answer him wen i get scolded. even though i didnt do anything, i cant even b bothered to defend myself anymore.... cant stand it. i juz wish my parents cld actually understand and not judge everything i do. is dat so hard?

where the hell are all these mozzy bites coming from?

2007-10-15T15:56:00.000+08:00

wth...i woke up dis morning to realise dat i haf lyk a ton of fresh mozzy bites...wth...i sleep in an AIR CON room...so...where the hell are all dese mosquitos coming frm...*scratch scratch* itchy itchy itchy...i tink only singapore mosquitos lyk my blood cos the other tym i went for my kota tiggi camp i had lyk super little bites...mayb my blood's too sweet for the kota tiggi mosquitoes to suck...LOL.

my sis is bugging me for the com...when she's supposed to b studying for her final year exams...so irritating...u dun c me bugging her for stuff during my exam...and my sis is lyk 10. so wth...i hate being the oldest...y cldnt i haf been an only child....*sighs and bangs head on desk*

A Whatever life

2007-10-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

wahhh....sians...super sian! save me....HAHA...okay....random starting...lets review the day shall we...

went to church....super early...well not much earlier dan the other day....bud stil...quite zonked out....LOL. den was on duty todae....not too bad...thank God i didnt screw up....*phew* LOL...yeah...dan we went to watch jie jie vickie write her resume....HAHA...so bo liao rite...nvm...gd luck on writing yr resume! =))

aft service went for lunch...den we went for a wake...den i came home and K.O-ed for a while...=)) sleep is gd! =)) LOL...

den went to my uncle's hse for dinner....den yeah...nth lors...sit dere...watch tv,eat dinner, watch somemore tv...den dunno for wad my father ask me measure my BMI and dunno wad crap fat level...so retarded la...i noe i'm fat happy? OMG lar..dat was lyk so damn retarded...den tell him i dun wanna measure dat dunno wad crap den he kip insisting on measuring...wth. so bo liao la. wu liao...

den aft dat came home and watch night and the museum...nice show.=)) a muz watch. =)) LOL. den lyk nth else lors...so sian rite my day? i so dun haf a life mans...HAHA.

i dun understand smth bout sch...does it really take u guys bout 2 wks to show us our results and to collect report bks? so diao lars...go sch dunno do wad sia...sit down dere and rot....oh wait.dun tell me. some teachers wil wanna start on nxt yr's topics. perfect. juz perfect....so damn sians la...mayb i shld "self declare" hol to end of dis yr. LOL. so retarded la...got dunno wad sexuality education...i tot cover finish liao? no? how many tyms do u wanna drill into our heads dat unprotected sex is bad for us and can result in aids and wadever other diseases...hello? deres lyk a chp on it in the sec2 txb...i tink we wld get the pic by now...

seriously....i'd rather go anywhere and do cip....rather dan sit in sch and study...come on. we juz finished our EOYs....gif us a break....

blahs...i blog another tym...ciao!

hollow feelings are the pits...

2007-10-10T22:12:00.000+08:00

todae i went out wif lina to bugis!!! we wanted to take neos...bud den sadly the thing closed down...=((

den we went to find nana's mummy's birthday present! LOL....we went round trying to find the "perfect" gift...HAHA...

den i got 2 shirts and 3 earings!!! yay! i got the flash shirt frm dc comics...shall i get the batman one? LOL...hmmm...den i got the "little ms curious" shirt....yay!!! =))

so all in all...a pretty fruitful day...=)) tmr we're going to bugis...again!!! LOL..manda lim wants to buy a sch bag...HAHA...

den we saw thawfeek and siva and gang at bugis...LOL...at first i tio stunned...cldnt recognised thawfeek at first...den i blink blink...den i realised it was thawfeek....so...." HI THAWFEEK!!!!" LOL....den i saw jie jie joyce and jie jei vickie...=)) HI JIES!!!! =))

okay nth to sae le....now i gotta go transpose my scores....bye!

song recommendations anyone?

2007-10-10T09:47:00.000+08:00

i'm kinda stumped for song choice and i haf no idea wad song to put on my blog....i'm lyk soooo outta the loop...sad case mans....

anyways i gtg get changed to go meet lina aka nana tay...we're going out! finally!!! =)) yay!!! LOL...so random seh....LMAO.

btw...wld some kind soul put me back in the loop and recommend me some songs....LMAO!!

okays....kcpians enjoying dese few days off...haf fun and behave yourselves! LOL....=))

vulgarities...

2007-10-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

i have a very sudden urge to go out and start screaming vulgarities....OMG...wads happening to me...mood swings? too stressed frm exams? bad influence....muz b it....hais...i'm mentally exhausted and drained....wad to do?

if i had the choice,i would rip out my heart and fling it to the ends of the earth...at least that wouldnt be as painful as what i'm feeling now....

When you love someone by Bryan Adams

2007-10-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

When You Love Someone by Bryan Adams

When you love someone - you'll do anything
you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
when you love someone

you'll deny the truth - believe a lie
there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly
but your lonely nights - have just begun
when you love someone

when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside
and nothin else can ever change your mind
when you want someone - when you need someone
when you need someone...

when you love someone - you'll sacrifice
you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice
you'd risk it all - no matter what may come
when you love someone

you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
when you love someone

DVDs wanted....

2007-10-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

i seriously nid DVDs....i'm being bored outta my skull...and i dunno how many more tyms i can stand watching HSM 2...OMG!!! i will freak out...anybody haf any DVDs to spare? cos i will seriously pass out if i haf to watch HSM 2 again....LOL...

i feel very hollow all of a sudden...lyk smth's missing...bud i juz dunno wad...or mayb i do....bud i'm hoping it isnt wad i'm tinking it is...does dat make sense to u guys? LOL...

well tmr i'm going out wif lina...yay! gd luck for those ppl taking bio!!! =))

todae i went out wif jing and nata....we had fun in pizza hut didnt we....btw oh my E=MC2! jing's a GEEK!!!! lol...sorrie...dat was so random...if u wanna noe the full story behind dis sentence...ask me, jing or nata....LMAO...

den i saw my jie jie and jie fu....OMG...dey so sweet lars...so damn jealous okays....LOL...

damn random post....i feel kinda disorientated now...all i noe is...i hate feeling used...and i hate being the key to anything...dats all i can sae...feeling tired...super sians now....shall blog mayb later.....ciao.

how do i love thee? Let me count the ways...

2007-10-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

"How do i love thee? let me count the ways..." by Elizabeth Barrett Browning

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, --- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

a test i juz took....

2007-10-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...its over!!! my EOYs r over!!! *woots woots* alright.....=))

as i was super bored...i decided to do dis test dat i saw in my email inbox...so here u go....

"Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out."

is dis wad u ppl tink of me? LMAO!!!!! HAHA....

the 94 questions test...-_-'''

2007-09-21T18:53:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...since my beloved jie jie hannah asked me to do dis...i shall comply...arent i juz lyk soo obedient...LMAO!!!

94 questions about me!

1. Name: Farah

2. Nicknames: erm....banana? 先琦? (mayb dat doesnt count...cos dats lyk my chinese name...LOL!)

Birthday: 1st march 1992

4. Place of Birth: Singapore

5. Zodiac Sign: pisces

6. Male or Female: Female

7. Education: Sec 3

8. School: KCPSS

9. Occupation: student

10. Residence: upper thomson

11. MSN Screen Name:.::Farah::.In the end somehow it always comes back to you.

12. Hair Color: Dark Brown ( close to black)

13. Hair Length: how i noe...u tink i very free arh...measure my own hair...siao.

14. Eye colour: dark brown

15. Freckles:erm...no...

16. Height:158cm?159cm? i forget...heh heh...

17. Braces?: Nope

18. Glasses?: yup

19. Piercings: erm...does ear holes count? i tink so....LMAO.

20. Tattoos: nope...bud i bet dey hurt...

21. Righty or Lefty: righty! =))

:::::::Your 'Firsts':::::::

22. First best friend: is dere such a thing as a 1st best fren or 2nd best fren? LOL...anyways....gloria! =))

23. First Award: p1.top of class...(i sound geeky...LOL)

24. First Sport You Joined: erm...meaning?

25. First pet: fishy? i tink dey were kois...

26. First Real Vacation: cant rmb? lyk dat was lyk super long ago? probably some part of australia...

27. First Concert: not sure....

28. First Love: yeah rite...lyk i'd tell u my first love on the world wide web...nice try dude...

::::::::Favorites:::::::

29. Movie: Too many to count...HAHA.

30. TV programme: the current 9pm show on channel 8 (metamorphosis) and CARTOONS!

31. Color: black? blue? certain shades of green? too many to mention...

32. Rapper: Eminem? (seeing as he's the only rapper dat i listen to...LMAO)

33. Band: not too sure....

34. Song Right Now: everywhere i go by katherine mcphee

35. Friends: too many frens to list...not enough space...hee hee...

36. Sweet: wonka rope or ooze toobz

37. Sport to Play: FOOTBALL AND CAPTAIN BALL ADVANCED!!! mayb a lil bball....

38. Restuarant: too many to mention...

39. Favorite brand: billabong,roxy,adidas....

40. Favorite Novel: does harry potter count?

41. School Subject: no preference.

42. Best Teacher: *looks nervously over shoulder* no comment....NEXT!

43. Book: -_-''' no comment.

44. Magazine: -_-''' no comment.

45. Shoes: track shoes. anything dat doesnt haf heels.

::::::Currently::::::

46. Feeling: sian.

47. Taken or Single? single...

48. Have a crush: yeah sure...lyk i'd tell u if i was having a crush...on the WORLD WIDE WEB.

49. Eating: nth.

50. Drinking: cranberry apple juice

51. Typing: nonono...i used my blood to answer the last 50 questions....wad do u tink, genius? it's a big fat DUH!

52. Scared of? Clowns?

53. Listening To: everywhere i go by katherine mcphee

54. Thinking About: Wen i'm gonna finish dis....

55. Wanting To:finish dis...thingy...

56. Watching: cristiano ronaldo kick box in my room...of cos staring at the com screen trying to finish dis damn thing la...

57. Wearing: i'm wearing fig leaves...OF COZ I'M WEARING CLOTHES U IMBECILE. specifically my sec 3 camp tee and fbt shorts. happy?

:::::::Your Future:::::

58. Want Kids?: if i haf to walk lyk ms ros...den mayb not...

59. Want to be Married?: -_-''' no comments.

60. Careers in Mind: diplomat? representive to the UN? doctor? not too sure now...HAHA.

61. Where do you want to live: in a house...duh.

62. Car: possibly...

:::::::Which is Better With The Opposite Sex::::::

63. Hair color: doesnt matter as long as the person lyks his own hair.

64. Hair length: *points to above answer* read above.

65. Eye color: erm...doesnt matter as long as the person's okay wif his eye colour? LOL.

66. Measurements: wad the....NEXT!

67. Cute or Sexy: BOTH!

68: Eyes or Lips: *points up* read above.

69. Hugs or Kisses: ??? wad kinda question is dis...

70. Short or Tall: preferably taller.

71. Easygoing or serious: a lil bit of both. he has to noe when to b serious and wen to joke around.

72. Romantic or Spontaneous: BOTH! so he'll b a spontaneous romantic? =))

73. Fatty or Skinny: Some where in the middle?

74. Sensitive or Loud : he has to noe wen to b loud and wen to b sensitive...

75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship

76. Sweet or Caring: both...=))

77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: hmmm....has to b a mix i guess...

::::::::Have you ever::::::::

78. Kissed a Stranger: Nope

79. Had Alcohol: yup. =))

80. Smoked: nope. dun intend to.

81. Ran Away From Home: Nah...i lyk the comfort of home too much.

82. Broken a bone: nope.

83. Got an X-ray: i havent broken any bones...so i wld go for an x-ray for....

84. Been with someone: no comments. NEXT!

85. Broken Someones Heart: wth...NEXT!

86. Had Your Heart Broken: no comment.

87. Cried When Someone Died: DUH. i'm not dat cold hearted....

88. Cried At School: yup. dats all i'm telling u.

::::::Do You Believe In:::::::

89. God: YUP!

90. Miracles: uh huh.

91. Love At First sight: perhaps...

92. Ghosts: -_-'''

93. Aliens: a few of my class mates cld b classified as aliens...bud no. dun believe in 'em.

94. Soul Mate: no comments.

...choose 4 ppl to repost the 94 questions:
1.kaki

2.gena

3.jie jie simin

4.mummy michelle

waves suck...

2007-09-17T20:02:00.000+08:00

i guess lyk sitting in frm of the com while open to yr blog page isnt a gd thing....cosidering these few factors..
1) u havent finished yr hwk...
2) you're trying to finish it...
3) you've stil got a ton of work to do.
4) EOYS are in 2 weeks.

rawr....i hate waves...dey suck...den ms teo happily decided to choing thru it and light in tym for EOY...thanks arhs...den mr xiao oso chiong-ing...he wants to finish binomial in tym for EOY...lyk hello...he hasnt fully finished trigo and hasnt even touched matrices.....let alone binomial....and he has lyk less dan 2 wks....chao pro rite my teachers....bud surprise surprise (no seriously) we managed to finish our emaths chps for EOY....shocking...i noe...den todae we had an emaths test...and guess wad? i cldnt finish....joy of joys...i can never seem to finish mr reggie lim's class tests...DIAO...nvm...i leave it to my heavenly father to sort it out...

i'm tired...i really am...i juz wish EOY wld juz come already....oh and guess wad? i wanted to compile all my notes and......i realised i dun haf anymore white paper at home...-_-''' crap sia.....oh well...looks lyk i gotta do it tmr....*deadpans* yippie....

anyways...gtg now...shall go and finish my hwk and study a while....BUCK UP AND JIA YOU FARAH!

pure geog tests r murder...

2007-09-12T19:54:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...todae i had my pure geog test...den before dat...we had eng...sleepy lars...double period somemore...SIAN!!!! LOL...den dere was dis bunch of dunno which class girls running up and down outside our class room...den mr tan ek meng got really fed up and got outside to shout at dem...i mean i've heard him shout before...bud not at such a close range...damn loud lars...heart stopper mans...den aft dat dere was dis class in the opposite block waiting to get into their class....den dey made a lot of noise...so mr tan went out to stare at dem...den dis girl saw him...den she quickly stuffed her fingers in her ears...LOL!!!

den was pe...nth much lars...mr bjorn lim took us for pe...nth special..juz super sians...so lets juz fast forward...to emaths...which is aft recess...cos i had pure geog test later...i was studying behind the class...den mr reggie lim juz had to put his mic amp behind...so his voice was lyk super loud....so irritating...cant study...den i got stuck while studying....so i asked yingjie hu was sitting so conveniently in front of me...den he took my book,read it and went "juz read it...and you'll understand..." so i was lyk -_-''' so i asked yingjie "erm...did u pass yr elect geog?" den zhao chyi (zc) hu was sitting beside him went "no la..." -_-''' den zc said...." i improved by (dunno how many percent....i forgot) ____ percent...." so i was lyk "den did u pass?" and he went......."no...." DIAO!!! den thawfeek sae dey havent learnt rivers....wth...den alvin takes history and hyun jun takes lit...den benji was too far away...so i BO PIAN....had to study by myself...

aft dat was chinese....ms nah wanted to do oral...thank God she started frm the back...i tot i wld b one of the ppl taking their orals todae....LOL...den aft dat was pure geog....we did the test and i'm proud to sae dat i OFFICIALLY SCREWED UP THE TEST....HAHA....

dere's one question...it's the pic of a gorge...so i wrote..this is a picture of a gorge...den i described the process of the formation of a gorge...den my last sentence was "thus, a valley is formed"...OMG...i'm lyk so dead...God,if you're listening...HELP!!!!

den aft ate lunch in sch wif the the,manda lim and some of the ex 2 peace ppl....=)) den went for tuition wif manda lim...cos she stays near dere....den wen we came down the bus we saw lee yingjie....so i called "LEE YING JIE!!!" den he lyk so blur lars...LOL...

den manda and i went under my tuition block to chit chat...i miss chit chatting wif her mans....we muz chat more often yeah manda? =))

okay...nth much to sae le...bye! =))

NYDC??

2007-09-06T16:18:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...yesterday my uncle came to visit me and my sis...den my uncle and i spent a long tym toking...which is gd...=)) den my uncle sent me for my tuition...i asked him to join me for bubble tea before tuition...so i introduced him to the oreo ice blended near tuition...he says it's too sweet...=)) heh heh...

so anyways aft tuition, my uncle came to pick me up for dinner...den cos we agreed earlier to eat at swensens' he asked me if i insisted on eating at swensens'...so i said no...anything was fine...so he suggested NYDC in orchard...den i asked him wad NYDC stood for...den he thought for a while and said...."new york smth smth..." so i started laughing and den i wondered if NDYC stood for new york donna caren...den my uncle said dat it was donna karen new york and it was DKNY...so we kept laughing bout DKNY and NYDC....so my uncle guessed dat it was new york dessert cafe...so we kept laughing...den we went home to pick up my lil sis and so dat i cld shower....

den we went to orchard and to NYDC...it was fun...dere was lyk so much stuff to eat!! =)) and turns out my uncle's rite...NYDC really dun stand for new york dessert cafe...the food dere's really yummy...=)) i'll post up the pics another tym...den mummy came to meet us and to haf dinner...so yeah...den aft dinner we went to HMV...for mummy to get her cd....

den yeah...so we went home...den todae my uncle got me the 2 soft toys frm action city...the apple thingy and the green thingy...they're soo adorable!!! thanks uncle stanley! =))

fotos wil b posted up another tym...and yeah...btw hanging out wif gloria is the best!! i miss her...and btw gloria...if you're reading dis...we had tons of fun on monday yeah?? lets hang out again soon!! =))

okay...nth more to write le...byes! =))

美丽的神话

2007-09-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

美丽的神话 [电影 '神话' 主题曲]

解开我

最神秘的等待

星星坠落

风在吹动

终于再将你拥入怀中

两颗心颤抖

相信我不变的真心

千年等待

有我承诺

无论经过多少的寒冬

我决不放手

Ijen naye soneul chapgo(现在抓紧我的手)

neuneul kabwayo(闭上眼睛)

uri saranghaeddon naldeud senggahaebwayo(请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子)

uri nomu saranghaesso(我们是因为太爱)

apassod neyo(所以更使得我们痛苦)

soro saranghangdan malgo motheson neyo(我们连“爱你”这句话都无法讲)

每一夜

被心痛穿越

思念永没有终点

早习惯了孤独相随

我微笑面

对相信我

我选择等待

再多苦痛也不闪躲

只有你的温柔能解救

无边的冷漠

Ijen naye soneul chapgo(现在抓紧我的手)

neuneul kabwayo(闭上眼睛)

uri saranghaeddon naldeud senggahaebwayo(请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子)

uri nomu saranghaesso(我们是因为太爱)

apassod neyo(所以更使得我们痛苦)

soro saranghangdan malgo motheson neyo(我们连“爱你”这句话都无法讲)

让爱成为你我心中

那永远盛开的花

穿越时空决不低头

永不放弃的梦

uri nomu saranghaesso(我们是因为太爱)

apassod neyo(所以更使得我们痛苦)

soro saranghangdan malgo motheson neyo(我们连“爱你”这句话都无法讲)

让爱成为你我心中

那永远盛开的花

uri sohjunghaedon yaksog(我们千万不要忘记)

ijineun marayowei(我们的约定)

唯有真爱追随你我

穿越无尽时空

soro saranghangdan malgo motheson neyo(我们连“爱你”这句话都无法讲)

爱是心中唯一不变美丽的神话

last day of term 3

2007-08-31T17:28:00.000+08:00

hey ppl....todae's the last dae of term 3...yay...bud den lyk nxt wk hols lyk not a hols for me...cos i gotta go back to sch every other dae...rawr...bud it's okay...=)) LMAO!!!

so todae...we were supposed to go to bishan park for the teachers' day celebration thingy and for the aces day thingy...bud den dey said the ground was too muddy and dere was a chance of rain...so instead we juz walked to bishan park and back again...-_-''' so i didnt nid to run...dats a plus...=))

oh wait..before dat...zihao (my lao da) didnt break the ice...so we cldnt fit 3 bottles of drinks and 2 packs of ice into his ice box...so yeah...den nuraini suggested we ask mrs chua to help us come up wif an idea....den she tried...den mr lai took out his swiss knife...oso cannot break the ice...so mrs chua juz kept repeatedly dropping the ice into the ice box...and she managed to break the ice a lil...so in the end we juz chucked the ice in wif the 3 bottles and didnt close the cover fully...LMAO!!!

ppl were kinda emo todae..and i lyk so got no voice le lors...*cough cough* rawr....having the cough is the pits mans...cant stand it...bad bad cough...

den we went to ms yip's homeroom to start the celebration..not too bad lars...bud quite funny...dey playing cards and mahjong..den ms yip came to tell us not allowed to play mahjong...den dey sae play dis game den can le...so okay...den mr lai walk pass the class...den we were all lyk jialat...den josiah quickly kip everything...den i sit down dere and laugh and said" dis reminds me of a gambling den...police come quickly kip everything.."HAHA...=)) den dey played some murderer game...which i wasnt too interested in...dunno y u guys lyk it mans...overall the day wasnt too bad lars...

aft dat we wanted to go to catch evan almighty...bud the queue was so darn long...den we decided to juz go eat den go to kaki's hse to play mahjong...bud we managed to play 3 games before wenjing had to go for tuition....

den aft dat came home...den nth le lors...okays...nth to sae le...byes...

everywhere i go by katherine mcphee

2007-08-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

Everywhere I Go by katherine mcphee

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly silly me

I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving in to promises
I never should have gone for
I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets

And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

If you had only told me how you really felt
I could have put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinkin' I was where I was supposed to be
Silly silly me

But there was something 'bout you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for it
I know you're no good for me

And that's the way it is
And I want it to be over
I so want it to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boyI just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

I tell myself
Get over you
It's over right
Right thing to do
And just when I thought I was done
You pull me in for another run

I can't take this
I won't take this
I can't do this
I Won't do it
Even if I know in the end somehow it always comes back to you

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me(You wasn't man enough)
To come and tell me(That I was never the one)
Like you said I was(You could have told someone)
You knew you didn't love me anymore

y cant i change my blog song....RAWR

2007-08-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...back aft not updating in a long long LONG tym...LOL...so yes ms jeanette choong...i'm updating...=))

anyways...i cant change my blog song now...so i'm currently a lil annoyed...RAWR...nvm...i shall change my blog song soon...=)) anyways...my results for the common tests were...erm...not too bad...bright side: i didnt fail anything...down side: my percentage and L1R5 probably deproved...dats bad...so muz BUCK UP!! =)) bud overall i stil thank God cos i stil passed..=))

den on sunday...dey had dis bioskin pagent thingy...den me and my 姨丈(my aunt's husband for ppl hu cant read chinese) were lyk happily abusing the ppl in the pagent...we toked bout a ton of rubbish things...den dere was dis place where dey shot a scene wif a public vote thingy..den i went "hey dats in tpy.." den my 姨丈 was lyk" how u noe?" so i replied" c the surroundings and the amt of old ppl lors..." btw no offence to the ppl living in tpy...it's a prefectly fine place to live in. =)) den dere was dis advertisment for the 4 divas dunno wad thingy dats coming to singapore...so i went "hey...anita mui is coming to singapore..." den my 姨丈 was lyk "u sure u wan her to come to singapore?" den being as naive as i m...i went" yeah...y not? did she get deported or smth?" den my 姨丈 started laughing and he went " anita mui went to heaven a long tym ago le..." den i was lyk..."serious?" LMAO...so i guessed it was anita sarawak...den he said anita sarawak is malay....turns out dat person is really anita sarawak la...LMAO!!! =)) niwaes...we had fun toking bout the contestants in the show...lyk dunno wad collagen and goodness noes wad else...HAHA

now i'm kinda sick...cough and snuffy nose...hopefully i'll stil b able to run on fri...bud dunno wad diff it'll make...got zhao chyi and darrenn lam ke yi liao...mayb shld make either one of dem cover for me...hmmmm....dang la...i wanted to sub liangcai in for either one of the events....bud dat guy so smart...go get suspension...sians la...den i wanted to swap either zhaochyi( hu shall henceforth b known as zc...cos my fingers r getting tired) or darrenn lam( hu shall b known as weijie now.) for either vert. climb or horizontal climb...den dey BOTH had training lars...bloody irritating...anyways...doesnt matter le...=))

nth much todae...juz started coughing my lungs out in sch...so sick la...sians...den todae we didnt haf pe...so we watched high sch musical in the mpr...den wen the guys all stand up and walk out of the mpr...the whole floor shakes...LMAO!!!

anyways...i gotta go now...kinda sleepy...muz b cos of all the medicine i'm eating..LOL...bye now! =))

cts r over....

2007-08-20T20:23:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...the common test is finally over...for me anyways...or at least the ppl in my sch...so yeah.bud i stil haf the end of year exam to conquer....aww man...

i'm really tired...as in lyk mentally and physically exhausted...and i dun even noe y...cld it b all the excess stress leftover frm the commmon test? or cld it b due the sleepless nites i've been having dese past wk or so....hmmm...all i noe is...i feel as if smth's bugging me...bud the thing is...i dunno wad...awww man...can i not go to sch tmr? i really dun wanna go sia...hais...chao sians...

i'm lazy to blog already...so i shall end here now...btw...HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!! =))

National day eve...

2007-08-08T20:56:00.000+08:00

me,gena and kaki...=))

me and gena during the banner making thingy...

on the way down frm kaki's hse...did u noe dat kaki has dis really HUGE mirror in a hall dat is super gd for zi lian-ing? oops...u werent supposed to noe dat i zi lian =X...LMAO!

let's get dis straight...i'm not emo...u ppl juz tink i m...

hey ppl...todae is national day eve....so yeah...as every singaporean kid noes...it means celebrating our nation's birthday, a tym to rmb the stuff our forefathers did to bring the nation thus far, a tym to rmb their blood,sweat and tears, a tym to commerate all the suffering the older generation had to go thru juz to bring us this far......and of cos...not to forget a day to get out of the sch u to don the national colours of red and white and not forgetting the half day we have in sch...=))

so todae's programme was dat we had to decorate our form class and to create a banner in the spirit of national day...ours wasnt too bad...bud dere was a huge mess....bud it was fun...=)) den aft dat we had to bring the banner down to the concourse to dry and terence,thawfeek,arun and arjun were carrying it down...den dey all insisted on carrying the banner down...march past style...LOL...i wld post the pic...if i stil had it...i tink all the pics i shot r in kaki's com...cos dey were doing smth on fotoshop wif my fone...nxt thing i noe....all my fotos r gone...damn it...rawr...i'm annoyed to the max bout my fotos....it was lyk a lot lar okay...dammit la...chao sians...bleahs...

den went round j8...walk walk walk...ate at ajisen and we saw Mrs BS Tay and Ms Teo....LOL!!! den walk walk walk...den we decided to go playground to get back wad we called a "deprived childhood"...LOL.den SOME PPL decided to gif me some unnecessary info bout some person...*glares*..so diao lars...

den aft dat we went to kaki's hse...slack slack slack...den i went for emaths tuition...and tmr i haf physics tuition...on national day....sians...bud it's okay...cos common test coming up le...so muz buck up...i havent started studying...oh man...looks lyk i've got my work cut out for me...bye now! =))

meet zion...

2007-07-28T11:53:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...havent updated in a while..so here's wads been going on so far...

lets rewind to thurs...pure geog we had map reading test....i took lyk 15 f***ing minutes to calculate the damn height of the hill thingy...and it's wrong according to ian...bloody f***...so stupid la...waste 15 mins of my tym...nearly cant finish sia...foto interpretation i juz anyhow whack sia...so sians la...nvm. suan le...my heavenly father will take care of it for me...*beams*

during CME period....alvin was lyk sitting in the corner behind me and kiew kiew... den he was lyk very emo...den i asked him" ni3 hen3 men4 arhs?" den he gif me dat kinda innocent face and nodded....LOL! den aft dat we had to do pair work...den kahseng was very irritated wif daniel over smth...den started hurling vulgarities at him...behind me alvin oso started hurling vulgarities at kahseng...bud not too loudly...hyun jun (hu was sitting beside alvin) went "he oso not scolding you...scold back for wad?" or smth liddat...den alvin juz laughed...so i was lyk "alvin, u very bad lehs...ppl angry u stil laugh." den he replied" okay okay....nxt tym i cry okay?" LMAO!

den we had the ss presentation thingy...den we were lyk sitting in the mpr frm 3.30 to bout 5 smth...butt pain lars...den cos stil had lyk a lot of grps dat hadnt presented...ms yip told us to go to her homeroom and present....den we (nata,wenjing,gena,nuraini,kaki and i) went up to her homeroom first cos we were the first grp presenting...den present present present....cos our project is on a NE game for primary sch students..den wen we presented the idea, our class guys, being guys, were lyk, making a lot of unnecessary comments...lyk extra comments....den while nuraini was presenting, zhao chyi was lyk "eye contact!" den nuraini lowered her paper and gave him a murderous stare...den he was lyk "okay okay..." den while wenjing was presenting...he was lyk "voice projection!" den wenjing started shouting out her script...LMAO...wenjing's lyk super loud la okay...den we had to hold up the game board thingy...den zhaochyi made a lot of comments....-_-''' so i was lyk giving him the stare...den dey all kept quiet...LOL!

den aft we presented...ah choo was lyk" farah where you going?" den i was lyk"erm...home. i've got tuition." den terence went "i tot u all want class unity? stay and watch la.unify wif us..." den i said "unify my foot la....you all slowly slowly sit here and unify...i got tuition..." -_-''' so lame lars...

i got a doggy too! =)) as in a real live doggy...not a toy. =)) his name's zion...and he's sooo cute...his eyes r lyk huge...and can "dian4" ppl...=)) shall post a pic soon..=))

yesterday...mrs loh very pro lors...got open bk test...and we didnt even noe dat we had a test...it was only wen we stepped into class den we knew...so pro la she...i oso heard frm manda lim dat the W580i is out....=)) i wan!!! =)) oh and my (real) daddy lost his fone...at a hawker centre...-_-''' and it's not sae those cheapo fone..it's lyk his freaking W880...he's so sad la...kao eh..his fone is lyk less dan half a year old lors...wth...

den yesterday oso had physics test...mcq stil okay...i tink i screwed up on open ended....oh crap den michelle mummy was lyk "never study rite?" den i was lyk..."i studied...a bit" nvm...i shall trust my heavenly father on dis too...*beams*

anyways...nth much to sae le...shall post my doggy's pic up another tym...byes!

the right thing?

2007-07-25T20:48:00.000+08:00

my extended daddy juz told me to do the right thing...thanks daddy...bud in my case...wad IS the right thing to do anyways? anyone care to answer my question?

wtf...this hurts lyk crap...

2007-07-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

hais...i dunno wad to sae mans...wenching saes i shld learn how to let it all out...so here goes...

i knew he lyked someone...den i told myself to leave it...be emotionless.feel nth.not to let anyone through. bud den...looks lyk my plan backfired. to hear it frm someone dat he lyks someone juz...to put it bluntly...hurts lyk crap.i mean i already knew. bud den...how come it stil hurts so badly? wtf...i dunno i really dunno....it juz...f***ing hell hurts la...

i really dunno how to phrase it...mayb only once you've been through dis...den will u truly understand how much it sucks..one thing i cant comprehend bout this is dat....y the hell does it hurt so much? wth....this is not my 1st crush.i dun tink it'll b my last either...bud can someone out dere juz please answer dis....y the bloody f*** does it hurt so much?

cant stand it.i want out.i juz wanna run as far away as possible.leave all this crap behind. truth b told.i dun tink anyone cld actually grasp the concept of y i lyk him so much. hell i dun even noe y.and it juz bloody pisses me off dat i cared so much...

i bet everyone tinks i'm the world's biggest idiot...and i dun blame u guys in the least...cos i tink i'm the biggest idiot of dem all. f*** dis feeling.

lyk todae during pe we played frisbee.and den wen the wind comes, yr frisbee,no matter how well u throw it, goes haywire...dis is y i lyk football better. cos u haf more control over the way u wan the game to go. rather dan let smth external,lyk the wind, control it.similarly. in my life...i hate feeling helpless.lyk i cant control certain things in my life.and i cant stand the feeling of letting smth external control my life...bud sadly...in the case of him and me...it's so freaking out of my control.and dere's nth i can do bout it.no matter wad i do, no matter wad i sae. wont make a difference...cos he already likes someone else.so dere's nth i can do...bud juz to let go and wish him all the best...hopefully the girl he lyks,lyks him back...den dey'd b happy...and deres nth more i can do bud juz to step back and watch.

btw daddy, if you're reading dis...i'm waiting for our family foto before putting up a foto...=))

"If you love something, set it free. it'll come back to you, if it was meant to be." bud...wad happens if you love something so much, bud you cant bear to let it go, no matter how hard you try? wad do you do den?

Aslyn- That's When I Love You

2007-07-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

Aslyn- That's When I Love You

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind

The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind

The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind

The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you

No matter what

No matter what

f***ed up

2007-07-24T19:53:00.000+08:00

bored..so i shall blog....aft all dats wad a blog's for...

reflecting on my life...i tink my life's been pretty screwed up recently...i got back my chem test todae...and bloody hell...i juz f***ing passed...as in lyk total borderline...sick la.i vow to do better...bud i juz cant find the discipline in me to do so...wad the hell's going on mans...i'll do better nxt tym.i'm sure i will..

academically...i tink i'm not as screwed as my personal life...i mean lyk...i lyk a guy i cannot possibly hope to haf...and the most f***ed up part is dat i cant even let go of him... shit mans...dis is lyk so retarded...i mean lyk y lyk someone or smth u cant possibly have...it defies all senses of logic....and i cant stand doing smth dat doesnt even make sense...

f*** this. is feeling pain a sign of weakness? i nid to get rid of this "thing" soon. cos it's definately not helping. my new moto from now on is "be detached.be emotionless.feel nth." mayb dat'll spare me from all the hurt and emotional turmoil dat comes wif the territory of having a crush.

i honestly cant stand you sometimes.

does thawfeek radiate more heat dan me?

2007-07-24T15:44:00.000+08:00

hey...todae was okay i guess...we had to play the ss game thingy todae...at least dis simulation was better dan the story...HAHA...

den was amaths...turns out we dun haf a test todae...LMAO! so anyways...aft dat was i tink chem, so nth much to sae...den aft recess was eng...den was physics...todae's physics lesson was bout radiation...so ms teo was lyk black wld absorb and radiate more heat dan a shiny surface...so gena asked me if lyk black ppl wld radiate more heat dan us...so full of child-like wonder..i went to ask thawfeek..."do u radiate more heat dan me?" he reponded by giving me the finger...hey come on...i'm not being racist or anything...i was curious...honest!!! =)) he stil didnt answer my question though...mayb i shld put a thermomter beside him to test out the theory and c if it works on skin colour too...once again....I"M NOT BEING RACIST!!!

so den i told benji...den he was lyk "OMG, u racist kuku..." so i was lyk..."i'm not racist...wth...i was juz curious..." honestly...i was juz curious...is it so wrong? wen u dunno smth u ask someone rite? bleahs...once again. I'M NOT RACIST AND I'M NOT A RACIST KUKU!

den yeah...ms nah wasnt around so ms lan took over...and she released us lyk an hour early...=)) den since it was early i tot i shld go home myself...den daddy sae he come pick me up....sorrie shermy wormy! i ps u halfway...another tym den i walk wif u okay? sorrie!!! =))

hais...nth to sae le....so i guess dat all for now...byes!

i honestly cant stand you sometimes...bloody annoying idiot, you are so getting on my nerves. maybe i shld learn to detach myself.be more void of emotions. den maybe it wldnt hurt so much.

cousins forever!

2007-07-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

todae was okay...went to church and all...den dey were all so amused at the camera and the fact dat it can take...wads it called? the thing wen something's moving and the camera can capture all it's movements? i haf not a clue wads it called bud i'm pretty sure it's used in football matches to capture my beloved cristiano ronaldo who is tres tres hot...=))

dey aft dat jie jie joyce,jie jie vickie,didi moses,mei mei and i went to suntec wif daddy and mummy...den while daddy and mummy went to ncc for service, we went to watch harry potter and the order of the phoenix! yay...i finally got to watch it...=)) it's not as bad as some ppl make it out to b...bud i'm pretty sad dat dey didnt describe the order of the phoenix hq and the fighting scenes at the ministry of magic as detailed as the book...plus dey missed out all the quidditch scenes!!! *pouts* anyways...so sad lars...bud overall...not too bad...given the tym dey had to cover the book.LOL....

okay...rewind to yesterday...i had to go and do flag day yesterday...not too bad...=)) flag day's actually kinda fun =)) dey aft dat....wenjing and i went to borders....den aft dat we went down to kovan den on to oonie's hse...so we tried to start fire for the bbq...den guess wad...in the middle of the bbq it started to rain....LMAO...bud it was fun....and i was lyk totally stuffed...

anyways...nth to sae le...and i haf to go to bed cos of my pounding headache....bye!

where are all these mozzy bites coming frm?

2007-07-20T18:58:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...todae was our racial harmony celebration...den i had to do a cat walk thingy in nuraini's baju kurung...so long lars...i wear so high den i stil folded...so super duper long lars...kip on stepping on it and nearly fall down..thank God wasnt during the cat walk...rawr...so sians la...den aft dat..went for lessons...den during recess ong shi jie kip di-siaoing me lars...so sians...everyone di-siao me lors...okay...u guys win okay? happy?

den blah blah blah...i now haf a daddy....=)) *grins broadly* now my extended family is complete! =)) yay! todae i sae kaiboon and alex play DOTA...exactly how many tyms can u chop off someone's head and pawn it for gold? goodness...den kaiboon..ah nvm..he noe wad i mean...suan le...den he can hurl out vulgarities...den wen i sae...he scold me...not fair...rawr...

i got a ton of mozzy bites...and i haf no idea where dey came frm...so lame lars...den tmr nid to go for flag day to complete 15 hours for my NYAA thingy...bud i already hit my 100 hours for CIP liao...so sians lar...bleahs...

nightmare

2007-07-16T17:56:00.000+08:00

hey...todae i had an okay day...bud i tink i was a bit sullen and emo todae...all of cos....erm...let's sae it's was cos of disrupted sleep and therefore i'm super tired...i'm confused...really really confused....hais. i really dunno wad to do.my head's in a mess...and i dunno wad i want...how?

my frens were awesome todae...dey cld bear wif my emo-ness and attitude...thank you so much for understanding and everything..thank u...ppl hu had to face my temper and attitude...i'm so sorrie and thanks for understanding...=))

anyways...todae i went to go do class tee...not too bad...tmr haf to go back and gif dem the back the name and stuff....so yeah...

nth much to sae todae...so juz a short post..bye everyone....

i really wanna know what goes on in your head. do you know how i feel? i really wanna know what you're thinking.then maybe i'd be able to convince myself that it's impossible between us.what do you think of me? what do you see me as? i only wish i knew. i cant think properly cos you're in my head 24/7...i cant even escape from you when i'm asleep. i wish i knew what was going on. i really really dont wanna like you. im not even supposed to like you.but the sad sad reality is that...i think i actually like you.what's a person to do in this situation?

CANDIES!

2007-07-15T17:25:00.001+08:00

hey...todae i was on duty for the worship team..so i had to report at 7.30 am...same reporting tym as sch...and i had to wake up at 6.30am...same tym as wen i haf to go to sch....so sleepy lars...thank God i didnt fall asleep halfway while playing....LOL! =))

anyways..today's service was kinda short...so nth much to sae...LOL...LALALA.den wen went to suntec wif my real mummy and mei mei...go dere walk walk walk...den went to millenia walk candy empire for wad else bud candy!!! =)) i love candy...makes me happy. hee hee...

den...aft dat we took a bus frm suntec to amk hub...cos we were lazy to walk to the mrt station...HAHA...bus journey soo long...so nice to sleep lars..=)) den went amk hub for a while...cos jie jie bern bern sae i cant wear tracks up to stage...rawr...bud jon can...cos he's a guy...dang...so i haf to wear...wad r dey called again? flats? kitten heels? wadever dey're called...i haf to get a pair. dang...

anyways...den aft amk hub we came home...den watch tv and basically did nth...LOL...nth to write anyways...so as u can c...my day's been pretty normal...btw...it's rain....therefore. rain is coming...LMAO.

btw yesterday in tuition ugenie taught me smth...
GOL-giggle out loud
LMBO- laugh my butt off

so random rite? HAHA...anyways...gonna end off now..bye! =))

i finally realised that i dont belong in your world. never have,never did and never will. i cant fit into yr life...what does it matter anyway? cos you obvious dont care.

Sandi Thom - I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker

2007-07-15T17:22:00.000+08:00

Sandi Thom - I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker

[Chorus]
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
In 77 and 69 revolution was in the air
I was born too late into a world that doesn't care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair

When the head of state didn't play guitar,
Not everybody drove a car,
When music really mattered and when radio was king,
When accountants didn't have control
And the media couldn't buy your soul
And computers were still scary and we didn't know everything

[Chorus]

When pop-stars still remained a myth
And ignorance could still be bliss
And when God Saved the Queen she turned a whiter shade of pale
When my mom and dad were in their teens
And anarchy was still a dream
And the only way to stay in touch was a letter in the mail

[Chorus]

When record shops were still on top
And vinyl was all that they stocked
And the super info highway was still drifting out in space
Kids were wearing hand me downs,
And playing games meant kick around
And footballers still had long hair and dirt across their face

[Chorus]

I was born too late to a world that doesn't care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair

weird and random things..

2007-07-14T11:04:00.000+08:00

heys...my beloved jie jie si min so pro...ask me list some of the weird and random things bout myself...okay jie jie...u win...i do let u c...=))

Please read the rules first:Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end , you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

Number One : I have a really bad habit of chewing on my nails (which my mum has been trying to cure for as long as i can rmb bud to dis day is to no avail)
Number Two : i lyk the smell of the hospital and certain hotels (cue everyone to go..."wad the hell...")
Number Three :i haf a ton of stuff toys and i name some of dem...my favourites r of cos squishy and stitchy (which by the way is an octopus and stitch respectively)
Number Four : i laugh at lame and random stuff and random and lame stuff dat pop into my head frm tym to tym (everybody go..."pyscho...")
Number Five :i lyk to gif my classmates and frens random nicknames for example ah choo, ah ian, benji,kiew kiew...and the list goes on and on...=))
Number Six :i cant stand the sound of velcro ripping...

The SIX weirdo people i'm choosing..
1) ms gena phua
2) jie jie vickie
3) jie jie hannah
4) lina
5) ashy washy
6) ms wong si hui

blogging in school...=))

2007-07-11T10:23:00.000+08:00

hey ppl..guess wad? i'm blogging frm sch cpm lab 3...=)) the coms here r lyk way faster dan the ones in com lab one and two...hee hee..my home com screwed a lil bit...sometimes it can b switched on..sometimes it cant? cranky much? LOL...

anyways..now we're supposed to b having pe but...it's raining outside...so we cant play frisbee...everybody go...."awwww..." haha...bud it's alrite.i dun mind sitting here and blogging instead...Haha...for the record. i'm not a lazy bum okays? i lyk pe..it's juz dat i've been too busy to use the com lately...lets review my week....shall we?

monday: school til 3.30 pm, chinese tuition at 4.30-6.30pm
tuesday: school til 3.30 pm, did project at nuraini's hse (nuraini makes gd ice milo btw.Hee.) , music soundcheck at church at 7.30-10 plus.
wednesday: school til 2.45pm, phsics and emaths tuition frm 4-7pm, music soundcheck part 2 at 7.30-???
thursday: school til 2.45, ss presentation (dunno wad tym), music prac 7.30-???
friday: school til 1.15, choir prac (2.30-???), amaths tuition 7pm-9pm
saturday: amaths and chem tuition 1.30-4.30, piano 5-6, music prac 7 smth-???
sunday: go church....=))

i juz realised smth...out of 7 days in a week...i go to church dis wk for 5 days...gena saes it's a 5 day work week...=)) LOL. anyways...yesterday i went to church to do a soundcheck...so fun lars...=)) i got to play wif the personal mixer thingy....dunno wads the actual name...tink i shall ask jie jie karen wen i c her tonite.=)) LOL.

okay nth to sae le....byes! =))

week 1 monday timetable sucks...

2007-07-09T18:54:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY! =))

HAHA...juz felt lyk doing dat.=)) and mainly cos i'm kinda bored too...=)) okays..so todae we had homeroom period...den aft dat was lyk double physics....OMG..can die sia...den we did theory todae...den i had the fortune/misfortune of sitting in between wenjing and gena...oh goodness la...laggi can die...dey down dere annoy me lyk to no end lors...bout *glares at gena and wenjing* ah...suan le...dun sae...better dat way...nvm...nata and i shall sit far far away frm dem the nxt physics lesson...=))

den during recess...i go and pia do graph for mr reggie lim...den aft dat he sae end of the day den pass up to him in his pigeon hole...cos i cldnt finish...den he gif somemore graph...*faints* has anyone lyk fainted frm doing too much graph? is it possible? LOL...

den aft dat was double chem...we had SPA.=)) den ms wendy chia teaching...thank god dis tym the SPA stil not too tough...=)) so not too bad...ms wendy chia lyks hello kitty and pink...hmmm...hu does it sound lyk? *grins* lemme gif u guys a hint...it's some one in 3 joy 07...*grins*

so anyways...den aft chem was one period eng....lyk only single period of todae...we had dis guy frm australia or somewhere come to teach us bout public speaking... den aft dat felicia saboh-ed me to do some demo...thanks arhs kiew kiew...so dumb lars...rawr...the way she do it is...ah...forget it.nvm...suan le. i noe it's not on purpose de...den last 15 mins muz do intro...sae " gd afternoon class. my name is______." so i got up and said it...den wenjing and issac choo added...bleahs...dun sae oso better...*glares at ah choo and wenjing* thanks arhs...wad did i even do to u guys...bloody hell la...rawr.

anyways...aft class...i went to the canteen to wait for daddy to pick me up..my real daddy...not my super duper extended family tree one...LOL...i realised dat i haf a really huge and weird family tree...LOL...too many ppl le...and i haf a great great grandfather hus stil alive...LOL...

okays...i gtg now...bye! =))

Wait for you by Elliott Yamin

2007-07-06T18:14:00.000+08:00

Elliot Yamin: Wait for you

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away(When)
Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying
Baby

why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you

If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you

Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you

If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …

2007-07-04T21:50:00.001+08:00

hey...todae since i'm here..mite as well blog a while...

first we had form teacher's period...oh...speaking of my form teacher. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS YIP! ALL THE BEST AND I HOPE YOU'LL B ABLE TO STAND US FOR THE NXT 1 AND A HALF YEARS. =)) HOPE YOU HAD AN ENJOYABLE BIRTHDAY AND WE HOPE U LYK THE CARD AND CHOCOLATES! =))

aft dat we had 2 periods was SPA...i realised smth...physics SPA is not as fun as chem SPA.=)) we were supposed to tip this block thingy over and to note down at wad angle the blocks tipped over....so yeah...this physics SPA is actually considered quite fun already...LOL.

den aft dat was PE. we took height and weight...even though according to records..it shows dat i haf lost weight...bud i feel as if i haf gained weight...so weird... huh...i honestly tink i gained weight lars...bleah...shall go on a diet.=)) aft height and weight we went to play frisbee...it's okay..bud i stil tink i prefer football to frisbee....ah well...dats wad we'll b doing dis term...so cant complain...=))

den aft dat...nth much le...til pure geog...so sleepy la...had to eat sweets to kip myself awake...i kept nodding off...not dat its cos the lesson's boring or wad...it's juz dat i was sooo tired and the weather's so warm and the place is so comfy...=)) bud i didnt doze off...juz kept nodding off...so yeah. =))

den aft dat gena and i went to j8...aft waiting for wenjing...den since the 2 of dem werent hungry...i chose to eat at KFC. so yeah...den while eating we saw nicholas...so i called him "bing yang.." den he waved and i waved back...den he dunno go where...den aft a whiel he came back so wenjing and i were lyk "bing yang...." den dunno y....he tripped over a stroller or smth...aiyo...now dat i tink of it, cld it be.....HAHA..shant sae it out if not ppl will come and scold me in sch tmr...HAHA...

anyways...aft lunch i went for tuition...emaths den aft dat is physics...den...i had to do practical in physics tuition lars...wah lao...lyk 2 SPAs in a day lors...how sians....i tink i may flunk SPA u noe...for physics i mean...chem i tink stil can handle...aiyas...den my tuition teacher and fren was lyk...how can u flunk SPA? it's not possible...LOL....so sians la...i dun lyk physics SPA. full stop....no buts no ifs or maybs...hais...i'll b glad once i dun nid to do SPA le...bud dat'll b lyk til nxt yr...and this is the best part...SPA is taken into consideration for o-levels...joy oh joy...

i havent done my ss project nor haf i done my pure geog project....crap mans....and lyk pure geog is due on fri...ss nxt wk....looks lyk haf to choing project le....haiz...

oh well...nth to sae le. juz hope dat my chem class tmr will be okay...or at least do-able...=)) bye! =))

2007-07-03T16:37:00.000+08:00

hey...=)) nth to do..so decided to blog...=))

one thing i realised...thawfeek changed fone!!!! unfair, unfair unfair!!!!! i oso wanna change...he changed to nokia 73...dunno y he wanna change to nokia...i kinda gave up on nokia fones already...bud dats besides the point...i wanna change!!! thawfeek's logic is dat his previous fone has been wif him for 2 yrs...so he can change...BLEAHS. i oso wanna change...bud here's the sad part. the sony ericsson W580i is only coming out in late october...AHHH...so sad...bud nvm. i shall wait.=)) den dunno hu sae i sure cant wait de....hmph. i shall prove to u i can wait. besides i really wan dat fone lors...=))

during chem, we had spa....den we were supposed to test for the gases...so funny lars...den the hydrogen gas the test is to test for a pop sound..mine and jing's one pop-ed soo loud la...den we were lyk down dere laughing our butts off. den we oso tested for i tink sulphur dioxide or smth...den the thing had to b heated..den the way we heat the thing so cartoon lars...i c wenjing do already i wanna laugh...den the liquid frm one test tube flow to the other...despite my best efforts to put it back...i didnt do anything to it la...honest...=))

todae in chinese class i never bring zuo4 ye4 so i juz sit down dere and stop...den aft dat i go shermy wormy down dere tok rubbish wif mummy michelle, shermy wormy, jie jie michelle, kiew kiew and zhao chyi....tok all the thing all not related to chinese de...LOL. den kaiboon aka jiefu...he kip calling me by my chinese name lors....so sians. i got english name dun wanna call...dun get me wrong, my chinese name is fine and all...bud i dun c the nid to call me by my chinese name....den he passed this paper round ask u write chinese name...den he ask zhao chyi called wad...zhao chyi of cos called zhao chyi la. if not called yingjie or kaiboon mehs...HAHA...

okays i got nth to sae le...shall go and watch tv or do smth productive wif my tym...=)) byes!

Kota Tinggi Sec 3 Camp

2007-06-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

HEY!!!!! =))

i juz came back frm kota tinggi camp...so so fun!! =)) so here's the run down of how the camp went....

27th june 2007:

we reported to sch as per normal...den assembled....den dey divided us (3 joy) into 2 grps...i was in GROUP 10! *woot woot* sorrie...so random bud yeah. =))

den we proceeded to kota tinggi...personally i totally "concussed" on the bus...so yeah...only woke up for the 2 check points...=))

upon reaching the campsite, we had to walk across a suspended bridge to get frm the car park to the actual campsite...so yeah...so scary lars...den in the middle the bridge started to swing...so we were lyk screaming and telling the ppl in front to stop swinging the bridge...bud eventually we got to the campsite...

aft dat was lunch...so we eat eat eat...den we had to pitch up our tents....it was my first tym pitching up a tent...so yeah...bud not too bad...at least the tent didnt collapse on us in the middle of the nite...=))

so anyways...aft pitching of tents we went to prepare our stuff to climb up mt. panti (is dat how it's spelt?)...den we treked through a small road dat lead to the foot of the mountain...oh wait. i forgot to tell u bout our instructors/trainers/wadever u wanna call dem. group 9 got di and group 10 got hab...so while we were treking... di pointed out to us a plant and told us dat if we picked the fruit frm dat tree during the fruit season, the fruit was edible...so i was lyk" yeah sure. if u wanna get poisoned." den di insisted dat it was edible. den i heard dunno which guy frm 3 joy saying " everything is edible lar." which is true...cos if i quote willy wonka " everything in this room is edible.even i'm edible. but that is called cannibalism and is frowned upon in many societies." so i guess whichever guy said it was kinda correct. LOL.

den on the way up mt panti, we (3 joy) got lost...so we had to do a u-turn. and in doing so josiah and zhao chyi attracted a leech each.den i tink zhao chyi went "got leech got leech" bud dis trainer went" be a man.nxt tym go army how?" den zhao chyi gave her dat kinda pathetic pathetic face and gave some funny answer which i cant rmb...bud anyways thanks to thawfeek the "ranger" who sprayed "off spray" for dem the leeches dropped off...at least zhao chyi's one did...josiah's dropped into his socks...den wen we reached the nxt checkpoint, the trainer took out off spray and got rid of the leech...now, according to zhao chyi, he said dat the leech was super small at first...bud the leech i saw on josiah's leg was the size of a slug...soo gross la...den aft getting rid of the leech, i suggested dat we use the trainer's parang to cut up the leech...den shi jie went " wah, man u so sadistic."HAHAHA...and in the end we didnt..so we let the leech go free...

den we climb climb climb...den since shijie was in front of me...every tym we stopped for a short break or smth,he wld pluck out a leaf frm the nearest plant and rip the thing and start throwing those bits around. mostly at me. rawr. so anyways. halfway up...i was already tired...den suddenly ahmad and zhao chyi jumped out frm behind a rock den tried to scare me. so i was lyk "thanks ah guys." den ahmad was lyk "i scared she faint or smth...." den the 2 of dem carried on along dat line of convo for a while...so diao lars....

den nth interesting le....juz realised dat mr ten has super duper gd stamina.climb up and down to check on us...so cool la...

den we finally reached the peak. well almost. to get to the actual peak, u haf to climb these series of rock formations or smth...supposedly the view's nice...bud yeah. anyways, since it was already late, the trainers decided to make the climb according to choice. and since i wanted to at least sae i climbed rite to the top, i decided to go up... den some guy went up first...den the trainer wanted a girl to go up nxt, the ppl all saboh-ed.....me. actually not all lars...juz some of my classmates...so lame la...bud den...i had to go up eventually. so i went up. wait. sidetrack a while. wen i came down i tink nata or someone told me dat while i was climbing up zhao chyi said dat the way i climb lyk gonna fall liddat...i dunno how true la...bud if it is....wth la....thanks man.bleahs.

so climb climb climb...den i met siva who was taking one of the checkpoint up the rock wall thingy. den the gap between the ground and the "step" was huge...so i asked siva " how?" den siva was lyk " juz stretch yr leg and climb." so i was lyk" i'm not superwoman okay." den i juz hauled myself up.climb climb climb. den finally reached the top. den i saw kahseng. den he suan me by saying "farah why u take so long?" wah lao.

den we sit dere a while...den the 3 joyians hu went up took a foto...den we climbed back down... i tink going down's a lot tougher dan coming up...bud some other ppl tink the opposite...so yeah.den it was already super dark...den we stil had to climb down..in the dark...den my water and torch was wif alex hu went down earlier...so i was lyk totally blind...thankfully i had charmaine around...so we shared a torch. den i tink the guys in front lost sight of the ppl in front of dem...so we went off track...so damn hard to walk la...den kip sliding and slipping. in the end we had to climb across dis huge log to get back to the normal track....den walk walk walk...nth much to sae actually...bud juz dat it's not dat fun to walk in the jungle in the nite...and i dun envy the guys hu r going to NS nxt tym...and lets juz sae it was a huge relief wen we reached back to the campsite...den we showered and went to bed in the tents...which we realised dat wen it's cold water will condense and will end up on the inside of the tent,which makes the sides of the tent wet and for some reason, slimey...so we had to avoid hitting our heads against the sides of the tent...

28th june 2007:
nxt morning, we had all the water activities, high and low elements...den we first had the high elements. i did abseiling and the flying fox...didnt wannaa do the rock wall cos the thing looked super tough and my legs were stil hurting frm the trek...it was all okay....the guy hu takes charge of the flying fox is super funny and nice.=))

so aft the high elements we went for indiana jones!!! =)) love love love love love this game...the objective of the game is to get u and yr team mates across the various floating platforms...using only 2 planks...u guys may nid fotos to understand wad i'm toking bout...bud yeah. anyways...so fun...i was lyk the first girl to go frm our team...cos i got saboh-ed...again.i also was the first person to fall into the water...gross la the water.lyk teh tarik colour liddat...bud tastes nth liddat...i fell in twice...and once the platform i was on flipped to 90 degrees...bud anyways it super fun lars the game.=))

den aft indiana jones, we went to play raft building....aft raft building, we asked the guys to go try it out. den yeah..aft racing wif the other team, the trainers hosed us down and we went for a quick shower and lunch...

aft lunch we had the rebirth game...which is the one where u had to go through a tyre bud wif ppl supporting u. den i odo kenna saboh-ed to play. dang...den i "zhao geng" so i screamed and leapt out of the tyre trying to pull my shorts down...my butt hurt too.=(( i bet the guys were lyk wondering wad on earth i was doing...

so aft dat we were supposed to do whale watch. which is smth lyk a big see-saw where u haf to balance each other on it. bud the other team was stil trying it...so we went to go play a tarzan swinging frm a vine looking thing...juz not so high above the ground. cant rmb wad it's called.i somehow managed to swing across and den aft dat i detached myself...so pro rite...LOL. jkjk....

aft the swinging thingy, we went to play whale watch....so cartoon la...thanks nicholas for letting me balance myself by gripping yr shoulders...=))

den aft dat was shower...den dinner...den preparation for campfire...so darn hard to get the guys to do wad we wanted...bud in the end it was all okay...=)) we got practice going and den released dem once we were done.

den aft dat we had cheer session and some sing along tym and CAMPFIRE!!!!=)) campfire was awesome..i got to noe dis guy called joseph kim aka the korean guy....HAHA...=))

den aft campfire was supper den we had dis sharing session wif ms yip..quite informal and super fun...den while we sat down dere aft ms yip finished her sharing, kiew kiew, wenjing,benji,kaki and i played zhong ji mi ma...den we dared benji to do crazy things....which i wont state her to avoid letting benji b embarrassed...LOL...kiew kiew was oso supposed to get dared. bud in the end we let her off...so aft dat was lights out.

29th june 2007:
todae all we did was fold the tents and did area cleaning...den aft dat dey gave out camp shirts..den i got m...noren got XXL...den she ask me change wif her...so change lors...didnt noe so huge la...no nid to wear shorts oso can...everyone was lyk so amused lars...LOL.serious la...the shirt so dang huge...lyk my genting shirt liddat....bud dis one's even bigger...i tink if i show oonie she'll laugh her butt off...LOL...bud nvm...it's okay...wads done is done...mayb i'll juz put it into cold water and wash it or smth...

anyways...nth to sae le..and i'm tired too....bud before i go....thank you simin jie,michelle mummy,nata,kiew kiew,shermy wormy,josiah,benji,mitchell, nicholas,thawfeek,arjun,ah choo,zhao chyi,hyun jun and alex for making this camp super fun and memorable for me....=)) okays....i shall go and sleep now...fotos...i shall try and get frm josiah....=)) GAHH my mosquito bites r itchy...LOL...bye now.=))

confused and i cant seem to think straight...whats going on? whats happening? why is it like that?i dont know what to make of it.do me a favour and get out of my head...

group photos frm the first ever ark camp! =))

2007-06-26T17:11:00.000+08:00

Sony Ericsson W580i

2007-06-24T15:32:00.000+08:00

the black and blue version looks more cool...=))

pretty pretty orange and white fone...=))

i went to collect my fone frm the service centre todae...my poor fone's dead...as the guy deemed it beyond repair...sad sad sad...now how? solution: NEW FONE!!! HAHA...

lyk my dearest jie jie vickie hu wants a N76...i want one too...looks so damn slick la...=)) bud my sis saes the keypad is super flat and forsees dat i'll haf a hard tym sms-ing...and since smsing is a very impt thing in my life...i wil go crazy if it's too hard to sms...similarly if the thing sends an sms super slowly...so i guess the nokia Nseries is out...LOL...

so i guess u ppl wld haf guessed dat i've set my sights on the sony ericsson W580...=)) looks soo nice..=)) bud daddy saes we'll haf to c the price first...LOL...

tmr going back to sch...and i havent done some (okay...hu m i kidding? most) of my hwk...hopefully i'll live...=))

aiyas...nth more to sae anyways...byes! =))

2007-06-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

last nite i slept at 3 smth...and guess wad? i woke up at 1 smth pm...HAHA...actually dis is not my longest...juz dat daddy woke me up...LOL.

den daddy woke me up...den told me we were gonna watch...POTC!!!!! *woots* so we went to j8 to watch...den i saw brenda, gena and valerie dere...hi ppl!! i even saw aly dere!!! =)) den gloria was hin the library wif...*ahem ahem*...LOL...

i finally got to eat at ding tai feng...HAHA..i sound lyk some mountain tortise rite? HAHA...anyways...the food dere's not bad..=))

den aft lunch we went to eat ice cream at hagen daz...=)) den we went round to look at fones...due to the untimely demise of my own...HAHA...bud the one isnt out yet...and i kinda gif up on nokia fones already...so i want to get a sony ericsson..bud daddy's leaving the choice up to me...as long as it's within a reasonable price range...

the movie was sooo awesome!!! =)) definately worth every cent dat daddy paid...=)) POTC rawks...=)) love it love it love it...=))

okays...nth more to blog about already...byes! =))

2007-06-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

todae i went out wif jie jie vickie and jaz...we were supposed to go to orchard...bud we changed our minds last minute and went to suntec dat side instead...cos jie jie sae dat side less crowded...

so anyways...we went to marina city/square (dunno wads the difference...HAHA)..and we went to watch nancy drew...i tink it wasnt worth my 8 bucks to watch dat...dun get me wrong...the show was okay and all...bud mayb nancy drew isnt my type...LOL.

den we walked round marina city/square...den we went to precious thoughts...i saw dis really cool snow globe plus music box rolled into one...bud it costs lyk 79 bucks...anyone wanna sponser?HAHA...bud it's really nice and cool...=))

den aft walking round...den we went to millenia walk to get some candy frm candy empire...i got 2 wonka ropes and some gel looking sweet thingy..hey...the gel one doesnt look the worst...dere's the orange version dat is lyk totally opaque and looks lyk hand cream...if i bought dat...dat'll gif ppl smth to tok bout..." did u hear bout farah? i hear she eats hand cream..." HAHA...

so aft dat we went to suntec city to go visit the build-a-bear workshop...=)) i love the teddys dere...anyone wanna get me one? please? LOL...den aft walking round for a while...we went to take neos...=)) my hair always looks tinted in neos...i wonder y...HAHA

den jie jie wanted to go get her NDP tickets...and we lyk wondered round suntec trying to find our way to the marina square/city atrium...turns out dat u can only start collecting the tickets frm tmr (or later) onwards....GAHHH...we wondered round the place for lyk 10-20 minutes trying to find dat place...RAWR...

so i went to drop mei mei off at home and jie jie had to go to bugis anyways...so yeah...den i went for music prac...

before heading for music prac...i went to shell to get the newpaper and the chinese newspaper for the hol hwk dat ms nah set....den i went to church and di di was dere...so i sat dere and tried to read the chinese newspaper...bud i gave up and ate my wonka rope...wonka rope rawks and is super duper addictive...and i learnt dat the gel thingy is quite addictive too and it's really gd at keeping u awake...mayb i shld start stocking up for the terms up ahead...HAHA

jon was kinda amused dat i ate the gel thingy and at first thought i was eating hand cream...LOL.not true la...in the end he tried some bud he didnt wanna admit dat it's nice....LOL.

den kimarie's lil cousin came...OMG she is lyk so adorable...=)) she had dis toy handfone and she pressed the button so it rang...den she passed it to me and i juz went along wif it and went " hello? hello?" den gave it back to her and told her the call was for her...HAHA...okays...so i'm a lil kid is some ways too...it's called being full of child-like wonder...LOL.

den we put some of the gel thingy on uncle jeff's hand...den we told him it was hand cream...so he went "serious? can apply arhs?" den dunno hu said "if u appy the ants will come and look for u.." so he went to wash it off...so wasted lars..we put quite a lot lehs...sad case...HAHA...=))

okays...nth to sae le...i'm gonna go watch tv now...i nid to catch up on my hol hwk mans...if not go back sch on monday...it'll b execution tym...LOL...byes...=))

hais..if only u knew the way i felt about you.if only i cld tell u...if only i knew the right words...but...wad does it matter. dere's no way u can or will feel the same way. would u treat me any differently? why does it haf to be this way? i need to learn how to give up...it's pointless to feel this way. cos i noe there'll never b a fairytale ending. and even if dere was an ending. i dun tink it wld benefit us both.

2007-06-19T22:49:00.000+08:00

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Kelly Clarkson

"Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be"

No doubt about it, you have star quality. Might just take a while to get there.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

我们小时候 by Tank

2007-06-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

TANK 我们小时候 LYRICS

小时候我总会这样牵着你的手
只是盼望能够在你的身边守候
为了保护你不小心割破手指头
这个小伤却让你泪流心痛

长大后我们越来越远
分隔地球的两边
何时才能够见面
熟悉微笑的脸

回忆起我们小时候
闭上眼就能够感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔
离开了我们小时候
现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守候
我了了

回忆起我们小时后
闭上眼就能够感受
站在窗前跟你说了晚安就走
离开了我们小时候
现在的你不在想我
这个时候我了了

2007-06-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

hey...todae aft tuition...i went out wif gloria and ken to vivo...=))

so we wanted to watch a movie...POTC to b exact...bud it wasnt showing at vivo...so we watch fantastic 4: rise of the silver surfer...it was quite cool...definately
worth watching.=))

den we went to eat late lunch/early dinner...aka a linner/dinch. =)) hee hee...anyways...we ate at bk and i had to finish my whole burger...super full la...i didnt wanna eat already...bud gloria insisted dat i finish it...

den gloria and i talked bout some stuff dat really made me think bout smth...haiz...life is so complex. i tot i had already settled it...y did it come back...sian la...

den we walked walked walked around vivo...my calf muscles hurt...it hasnt hurt dis much since the step into the zone youth concert...pain...LOL

den wenr home wif gloria...so gd to haf a heart-to-heart talk wif her again...thanks love! =))

den....yeah...dats basically it...nth to sae le....byes...=))

2007-06-17T18:38:00.000+08:00

heya...okays...lets rewind to friday...

on friday...i went to the "step into the zone" youth concert with lina...=)) it was good...=)) den...lina gave me a sweet..which i put into my bag...wad i didnt noe was that the sweet cld crack and dat liquid wld come out...so the sweet cracked...and yeah..u guessed it...my bag was sticky...brilliant rite? wait it gets better....

so aft dat i went to the toilet to clean it up...den...my fone dropped into...erm..lets juz sae water...so the whole thing short-circuited...den...we took mrt home...bud den...we were supposed to change the train at tanah merah...bud we (okay...i ) didnt noe...so yeah...we ended up in...changi airport...so smart rite?

then the best part is dat wen we got down at tanah merah...it was lyk 11 plus...den the mrt stopped working...so lina and i had to take a cab to novena to meet my dad...so great rite?

den yesterday i went to get my fone fixed...den dey sae the thing is corroded...den dunno whether can fix or not...great juz great....den some of the contacts i saved in the last year or so r stored in the fone memory and dey told me if dey can fix it...they'll update my software and all memory in the fone will b wiped out...great, juz great...meaning i'll haf to start collecting most of my contacts' number again...so smart rite?

haiz...one step at a tym i guess....bleah...i wanna go out!!! i haf lyk so many movies i havent watched yet...it's okay...i'll go out dis week and play til i'm happy. =))

jie jie vicky!!!! why u dun wanna go biking...fine if dis tym we dun go...we'll go some other tym okay? =))

i wanna go to cathy in orchard...i feel so sua-ku la...lyk havent been to cathy...bleah...i wanna do so many things b4 the term starts...bud i only haf a week...

okays...nth much already...byes...=))

2007-06-14T22:11:00.002+08:00

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.
In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!
And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.
Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

2007-06-14T22:11:00.001+08:00

You Were A Jaguar

A shapeshifter that understands the patterns of chaos.
You are powerful and move without fear in dark places.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

2007-06-14T22:07:00.002+08:00

You Are Spider-Man

Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally).
And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing.

What Superhero Are You?

2007-06-14T22:07:00.001+08:00

You Are From Mars

You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive.
You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action.
You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way.
Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous.
So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others.

What Planet Are You From?

2007-06-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: March 1

You are a natural born leader, even if those leadership talents haven't been developed yet.
You have the power and self confidence to succeed in life, and your power grows daily.
Besides power, you also have a great deal of creativity that enables you to innovate instead of fail.
You are a visionary, seeing the big picture instead of all of the trivial little details.

Your strength: Your supreme genius

Your weakness: Your inappropriate sensitivity

Your power color: Gold

Your power symbol: Star

Your power month: January

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2007-06-14T00:49:00.001+08:00

Top 10 things i loved bout The Ark Camp:

1.spending tym wif jie jie vicky,jie jie joyce and di di moses.=)) love u guys to bits.=))

2.spending time and bonding with ppl lyk kingsley,jon,kimarie,jie jie jolynn and jie jie yaqi (if i left out anyone...my apologises)

3.going arcading in times square =)) though jon refused to play para para with me.ahh well...there will always b another tym...HAHA.

4.the late nite parties we had =))

5.the last night aka the special =))

6.Jazreel (my lil sister) getting baptised

7.learning how to play bridge =))

8.practice...[LOL.bet u guys didnt expect to c it here.bud it is fun.=))]

9.trying to sun tan by the pool...with no sun..LOL.

10.and once again...spending tym wif all the campers...=))

Christian Bautista: The Way You Look At Me

2007-06-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

Christian Bautista: The Way You Look At Me

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes see everything
Without a single word

[Chorus]
Cause there's something in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows
You're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothin'
in this world I can't be
I never know what you see but there's
somethin' in the way you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my mind
be the second that you
Touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock
Make time stand still
Cause baby this is just the way
I always wanna feel

[Chorus]

I don't know how or why
I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens every time

[Chorus]

The way you look at me

2007-06-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

heya ppl!!! =)) i'm finally back frm genting/KL/malacca...=))

Genting theme parks r fun! =))

KL was fun cos we got to play arcade...=)) church camp was totally fun and i'm so looking forward to the nxt one...=))thank u guys for entertaining me and making the camp so much more fun! wont forget the late nites and the disco/techno lighting...courtesy of mr kingsley khng...LOL.jie jie vicky and jie jie joyce,thanks for spending tym wif me...=)) sisters forever! kingsley,thanks for teaching me bridge...though i stil dun get the bidding part...HAHA...jon,thanks for everything! =))and all the others lyk kimarie,zhixiang,ben,jie jie jolynn and jie jie yaqi for entertaining and juz having fun with me! =))

malacca was okay...i got 11 mosquito bites frm the seafood place...ugh...itchy itchy itchy...den me and my younger sis went to the arcade at a shopping mall...den dere was this freaky guy following us...me and my sis totally freaked out...it's at times lyk these u learn to appreciate ppl's protective-ness over u...

mummy's flying to hk tmr...den wen she comes back on sundae...daddy will b flying off to shanghai..LOL

i wanna go biking and roller blading!!!! =)) wonder if jon wants to go...hmm...shall ask him another tym....shall get him to exercise...HAHA...he can run while i bike/roller blade...HAHAHA...no la...kidding..he can bike/roller blade (if he can blade dat is..HAHA)..i wanna watch movies too....=)) shall go soon...=)

okays...nth much le...take care ppl! =))

2007-06-13T22:08:00.000+08:00

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

2007-06-02T19:34:00.000+08:00

heys...guess wad...i juz saw...the gatsby advertisment...LOL...the advertisment was a bit...well...weird. HAHA. i really dun get wad the advertisment is about...lyk wad does rubbery gel (or wadever it's called.) haf to do wif the guy dancing round pulling his hair...bud anyways...lyk daddy saes. a gd advertisment is one dat makes you keep thinking bout it until u decide u haf to buy the product yrself to try out how gd it is. =))

aiyas...i muz learn to prioritise le...okays.here goes:
1. pack bag for genting/KL/malacca
2. class tee
3. all holiday assignment (worst come to worst.i'll juz bring it to m'sia)

on friday...jeanette told me this funny story bout her cousin hu is about 3 yrs old...den one day he told his mum, "life is but a dream." his mum and jeanette got a shock and asked him where he learnt such a profound thing. he juz pointed to the tv and said "there! mickey mouse clubhouse." den he started to sing "row,row,row your boat.gently down the stream..." HAHAHA....the first tym i heard this i thought the boy was quoting shakespear....HAHA...

okay...off to pack my bag for genting. ciao..=))

2007-06-01T23:19:00.001+08:00

You Are the Ace of Hearts

Youthful and playful, you love life and the world.
You have a kind spirit, and you bring happiness to everyone you know.

Artistic and bold, you see the world in bright colors.
And you certainly aren't afraid to express everything you see and feel.

You are sentimental, and your emotions are very deep.
You are easily swept away and easily hurt.

A gamble you should take: Blackjack

Your friends would describe you as: Unique

Your enemies would describe you as: Weepy

If you lived in Vegas, you would be: An up and coming chef or fashion designer

What Playing Card Are You?

2007-06-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Eagle

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Whale

You are active, a challenger, and optimistic.
Hard-working, you are always working towards a set goal.

The Animal Personality Test

2007-06-01T22:08:00.004+08:00

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious.
That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep.

Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily.
You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others.

You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves.
You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.

What's Your Element?

2007-06-01T22:08:00.003+08:00

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

2007-06-01T22:08:00.002+08:00

You Are 7 Up

Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly.
But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else!

Your best soda match: Diet Coke

Stay away from: Mountain Dew

What Kind of Soda Are You?

2007-06-01T22:08:00.001+08:00

You Should Drive a Lamborghini

A true daredevil, you're always in search of a new rush. Clearly, you're a total speed demon... just don't get caught!

What Sports Car Should You Drive?

2007-06-01T22:05:00.001+08:00

You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.
While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.
Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.
You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

2007-05-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

meet alvin's one eyed cookie monster look-alike...no...not the alvin frm 3 joy...bud the alvin frm my tuition class..sorrie i didnt rotate it...=))

todae...wenjing lost her wallet..bud she found it again...she so totally panic-ed la...actually...kinda understandable...cos she had lyk a lot of cash in it and her mum wld totally murder her if she actually lost it...heh...

anyways...aft dat we went back to bishan. actually i went back to bishan....she went back to yishun...so i went to the bishan library to do my tuition hwk...not dat i was being a gd girl...juz dat it was due todae...heh heh...oops...busted...HAHA.

den at the library, aft doing my work for a while i saw ben...so we juz sat dere and he did his work and i did mine...i'm so NOT looking forward to doing radiation in physics nxt yr...bleahs...turns out ben's pretty gd at maths. thanks for yr help ben! =))

den aft dat maurice came...and i was supposed to help him wif his work...turns out he's doing statistics...sorrie maurice...cant help u...havent done statistics yet....=)) hee hee...

anyways...den i went for tuition...i finished lyk 2 worksheets during class lars...trigonometry somemore...HAHA...den stil got one more worksheet to do as hwk...sighs. den i went for physics class....so sleepy...den aft physics...i went home...daddy picked me up....=))

anyways...dats bout it already....cyas.

Poem

2007-05-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

The diadem of pain
which sliced your gentle face,
three spikes piercing flesh and wood
to hold you in your place.

The need for blood i understand.
your sacrifice i embrace.
But the bitter sponge,the cutting spear,
the spit upon your face?

Did it have to be the cross?
Did not a kinder death exist
than six hours hanging between life and death,
all spurred by a betrayer's kiss?

"Oh, Father," you pose,
heart-stilled at what could be,
"I'm sorry to ask, but I long to know,
did you do this for me?"

i found this poem very interesting...it's in a book i read by Max Lucado( pronounced Lu-KAY-doh. thought u guys might be interested to know. HAHA) .

anyways. if u guys were wondering. yes, he did do this...all for you. =))

2007-05-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

heys...lets start this post from saturday...

yesterday was the saturate conference...it was fun...dere were lyk various workshops and jon and i attended guitar and keyboard blending and percussions...it was quite interesting and i learnt a lot...den aft dat we went for dinner

jon totally forbade me eat fried food...cos he's under the impression dat i eat fast food most of the tym...hey jon...if you're reading dis...DAT'S NOT TRUE! i do eat other stuff lars...LOL

den aft dinner, kingsley,kimarie,zhixiang, jon and i went to walk around west mall. actually we went to the arcade...the adults were lyk "jon, must look aft farah..." den i was lyk " aiyo...i wont get lost...i'm old enough to look aft myself...." so we went to the arcade...den kingsley and i went to play wif the 3-puck air hockey thing...den i kept hitting the puck too hard...so it kept flying off the table. the first tym i hit it out, kingsley went to look for it den he sae wad cant find it...in the end we found it...LOL...den zhixiang finished playing pool wif jon and kimarie. so he helped us pick up the rest of the pucks dat i hit out...LOL...

aft dat kingsley went to play tennis...den he sae he noob somemore...yeah sure..he managed to beat the opponent (not the computer bud someone lyk...real...) . den he sae is the opponent noob de...LMAO.

so aft dat we went back to the church where the night worship was held. den jon,kingsley and i were drafted as ushers...got free shirt...YAY. LOL...i'm not one of those kiasu ppl hu want free stuff bud i really wanted the shirt..so yeah...=))

den aft the first part of sending the ppl up to the over-flow room. i told kingsley i cld come up...den he sae okay. bud dere was this pastor frm paradise (the church dat sent their team down from australia) hu went up to the balcony to take pics...den aft he went up, i went up shortly after...den i saw kingsley run down the stairs..den he said "you saboh me.." turns out he wanted to shock me...bud since the pastor went up first, kingsley shocked the pastor....HAHA...so wen we told jon, jon cldnt stop laughing....LMAO...

oh and btw...mummy michelle and jie jie simin, this is for u...i dun tink i can get you guys your ideal (actually not ideal. juz the one u want) son-in-law/brother-in-law...come to tink of it...u guys wil probably haf to wait super long juz to get a son-in-law/brother-in-law...HAHA...

okays...dats bout it...happy june hols everyone! LOL... before i go...here's a...um...story frm yeterday's conference...enjoy! =))

There was once a mall in a certain country that sold husbands. a few ladies decided to try their luck and headed down to the mall. the minute they stepped into the mall, they saw a huge counter with a sign saying "husbands for sale: GOOD GUY" . the ladies were very excited and joined the queue to get their husbands... as they were queueing up, they saw a lift that went to the 2nd floor. near the lift a sign said that once you went up to the 2nd floor you could not come back down to the 1st. after a long discussion, the ladies hopped onto the lift and went up.

on the 2nd floor, they saw a huge counter with a sign saying "husbands for sale: GOOD GUY WITH JOB". the ladies were estactic...however they saw another lift which went to the 3rd floor with the same sign,saying that if anybody went up to the 3rd floor they could not turn back. after a long discussion they decided to go up...

on the 3rd floor,they saw a huge counter with a sign saying "HUSBANDS FOR SALE. HAS A JOB. IS ROMANTIC"...the ladies were over the moon...but. they saw another lift that went to the 4th floor. with the same sign saying that if you went to the 4th floor you could not come back down. deciding to take a gamble, the ladies hopped on the lift and went to the 4th floor....

when they reached the 4th floor, they saw another huge counter with a sign saying "HUSBANDS FOR SALE. HAS A JOB. IS ROMANTIC. HANDSOME." the ladies were very excited,claiming that they hit the jackpot and starting highfive-ing each other....but there was another lift going up to the 5th floor with the exact same sign saying that if you went up to the 5th floor you could not come down to the 4th floor....amazed by their luck,they decided to take the lift up...

on the 5th floor....there was a sign saying "this floor only exists to prove that women are never satisfied."

Rosette:Crushed

2007-05-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

Rosette:Crushed

I told myself today was gonna be the day
No more excuses 'cuz I knew exactly what to say
Was gonna make my play but just like yesterday
My mind erased and I let the moment slip away

Another night got me sitting here all on my own
Picking up the phone,
But I cant get past the dial tone
Racking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I cant keep going this way

[Chorus]
CRUSHED,
By the sweetest lips I've never kissed
And your fingertips and the warmest touch
I've always missed
CRUSHED,
By the softest hands I've never held
Probably never tell,
You're the strongest love that I've ever felt
CRUSHED,
That I haven't ever let you know
How it always goes
Cuz I lose my nerve whenever you get close
And so I'm left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby I'm so crushed

So I told myself that tomorrow's gonna be the day
And I keep on telling myself that I'm gonna find a way
And I wont be afraid just like yesterday
Wont walk away never gonna let another chance slip away
Cuz' I gotta know which ever way its gonna go
Rest my heart and soul
Cuz' there can never be no more
Racking my brain
Going insane
Again and again
I wont keep going this way

[Chorus]

Crushing I'm so into you,
don't know what I'm going to do.
Gotta find a way to you.
(and I wanna stress that I always missed)
(Crushed)
Crushing I'm so into you,
don't know what I'm going to do.
Gotta find a way to you.
(strongest love I ever felt)
(Crushed)
Crushing I'm so into you,
don't know what I'm going to do.
Gotta find a way to you.

And so I'm left,
short-of-breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby I'm soCruuuushed

2007-05-25T19:17:00.000+08:00

hey...todae is officially the last day of semester one...*cheers*

nata is going back to indonesia....bon voyage nata! =))

OMG....dat freaking mosquito bite is so annoying and itchy...AHHH...okay...i noe i'm not supposed to scratch it....bud i cant help it....so frigging itchy la!!! =((

den todae we had to clean up miss yip's homeroom...so dusty la...den we used thinner to get rid of the grafitti on the table...which i accidently poured a little on josiah's bag...SORRIE JOSIAH!!!! IT WAS AN ACCIDENT! HONEST!! =))

todae we also had choir...last day of sch stil got choir...aiya....oh well...competition's coming...so muz jia you...=))

i learnt dat terence isnt going for the kota tiggi camp...neither is oonie...wad the hell...hus gonna help me get rid of the rats now....the reason i tot terence cld do it was cos he's the king of all rats...either dat or cos he's 肥猫...for my none chinese frens...dats "fat cat" HAHA...den oonie can help me cos she can distract the rats for me...HAHA...aiya.so now how? j.ting oso nto going....ask kahseng, lawrence or zihao dis kinda ppl to help me catch? i bet dey start running first la...no offence meant guys...=)) i noe! i ask zhaochyi and alex dese kinda ppl to help me catch. bud dunno if dey scared or not...later dey c already dey first one run sia...AHAHA...* being amused at the thought of zhao chyi running away frm a rat* AHAHA...sorrie guys..once again...no offence meant...=))

shoutout to mummy michelle and simin jie and gena mei: HAHAHAHA..i love my mummy,jie jie and mei mei....=))

okays...nth else le...byes...

2007-05-24T13:32:00.000+08:00

Christy Carlson Romano:Could It Be

I know we've been friends forever
But now I think I'm feeling something totally new
And after all this time
I opened up my eyes
Now I see you were always with me

[Chorus]
Could it be you & I
Never imagined
Could it be suddenly
I'm fallin' for you
Could it be you were right here beside me and I never knew
Could it be that it's true
It's you and it's you

It's kinda funny you were always near
But who would ever thought we'd end up here
And everytime I need you, you've been there for me
Now it's clear I've been waiting for you

[Chorus]

'Cause today is the start of the rest of our lives
I can see it in your eyes
And it's real, and it's true
It's just me and you
Could it be that it's you

[Chorus]

2007-05-24T12:48:00.000+08:00

YES!!!! =)) i managed to change my blogskin!!! all by myself!!!! HAHAHA...sorrie...i'm looney...

i'm tired...todae in sch was the finance literacy thingy..i cant believe i paid lyk 30 bucks to play a board game....and we ended at lyk 2...=)) so yay...=)) okay...i'll admit the board game was kinda fun...=))

we got back our report books todae...normally ppl wld b really nervous bout getting results. bud i already got my results...so not so nervous or wadever...

ouch...i've got an ulcer in my mouth...do u tink oonie will lyk not let me sing tmr? HAHA...speaking of oonie. i hope she doesnt lose my passport...LOL

hais..tmr resume normal timetable...sians. aft exam le..stil wanna study....gif us a break la...or let us play wif our pet rockets again...=)) hee hee...

okay...nth much le...byes...

2007-05-22T16:22:00.000+08:00

it's been another tiring day in sch...todae instead of doing a pet car lyk we did yesterday...we revamped our cars to become a pet rocket....bud the weather was soo sucky...so we only cld shoot it once...and it was under the shelter...cos it was raining...normally i dun mind the rain. the heavier the better. bud today...of all days. it juz had to rain. i really wanted to play wif our pet rocket...bud instead, we were lyk stuck indoors...the others played murderer/polar bear...while i juz looked on...den i went to watch the other classes play wif their rockets...frm the comfort of the science lab...I WANNA PLAY WITH THE ROCKET!!!!!

hais. it's finally the last week of sch...i seriously need a break...i suppose my results arent too bad. L1R5: 12, L1R4: 9...3rd in class, 9th in level...i tink...LOL. anyways...thank god...i tot i was dead dis tym round...=))

so yeah...tmr doing dunno wad finance planning thingy rubbish...can i not go tmr...damn la...i shldnt haf paid...wad a waste of money and tym...only bright side...is dat we're released at 3pm...=)) bud den i got tuition...bleahs...HAHA...

okay...lets talk bout football... i cant believe manchester united lost to chelsea in the FA cup...so disappointing...bleahs...we won the EPL yet we lost the FA cup. wad a waste...hais...bud wad is done is done...too bad..

okays...nth to sae le...byes...

2007-05-22T06:45:00.000+08:00

When God made you

It’s always been a mystery to me
How two hearts can come together
And love can last forever
But now that I have found you, I believe
That a miracle has come
When God sends the perfect one
Now gone are all my questions about why
And I’ve never been so sure of anything in my life

Chorus:
I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

I promise that wherever you may go
Wherever life may lead you
With all my heart I’ll be there too
From this moment on I want you to know
I’ll let nothing come between us
And I will love the ones you love
Now gone are all my questions about why
And I have never been so sure of anything in my life

Chorus:
I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true
When God made you
He must have been thinking about me

Bridge:
He made the sun
He made the moon
To harmonize in perfect tune
One can’t move without the other
They just have to be together
And that is why I know it’s true
You’re for me and I’m for you
Cause my world just can’t be right
Without you in my life

Chorus:
I wonder what God was thinking
When He created you
I wonder if He knew everything I would need
Because He made all my dreams come true

Tag chorus:
He must have heard every prayer I’ve been praying (I 've been praying)
Yes He knew everything I would need
When God made you (I thank God he made you)
When dreams come true (you are my love my love)
When God made you He must have been thinking about me

2007-05-20T13:39:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

i juz took this thing...found it quite interesting...so decided to put it up here...=))

MANCHESTER UNITED VS CHELSEA MATCH

a definate must-watch

MANCHESTER UNITED ROCKS! =))

you make me wanna call you in the middle of the night,
you make me wanna hold you til the morning light.
you make me wanna love,
you make me wannna fall,
you make me wanna surrender my soul.
you know this is a feeling that i just cant fight,
you're the first, the last thing on my mind.

2007-05-17T22:48:00.001+08:00

heys...todae i went for music prac...actually went to eat dinner wif jon first...den went for prac...we took our own sweet tym to eat....HAHA...so hilarious la. den thank God never rain. if not die. no umbrella....den i wear sch u somemore....LOL. i tink my voice may b going soon...bleahs...oonie's so gonna kill me. oh well. wadever. kill den kill bahs. if i noe we got so many pracs i so wldnt haf signed up for genting trip la. 1st week of hols muz go back sch, cept for thurs. cos it's vesak day....wad the bloody hell...sians la...nvm. aft genting i can take a break. provided oonie allows...c...i'm lyk a slave to her la.everything she sae muz follow through....haiz...

sighs...OMG.wads wrong wif me. everywhere i turn i c his face. this is NOT good....it's so wrong! WTH. this is not happening. it absolutely cannot happen. on the mrt i tot i saw ppl hu looked lyk him. is dis a sign dat i........i'm going insane.not good, not good. AAHHHH! why is it lyk this? i cant....it'll b so weird....does dis mean dey were rite? OMG. absolutely not. this is so not happening...it's so complex....shit man.i'm so officially screwed...

2007-05-16T21:21:00.000+08:00

hey...i noe i havent blogged in a while....LOL...lets start wif monday...

okays...on monday we took back most of our papers...not too bad lars...thank God...=)) den lemme tell u a very funny convo dat happened between me and someone....

"wah lao.i got ronaldo's number."

"17?"

"7 lars..."

then a few minutes later...

"______ got goalkeeper number."

*shows up index finger and looks up questioningly*

*hysterical laughter*

super funny rite? HAHA....okay...mayb u nid to b dere to find it funny....bud wadever...=))

den yesterday...nth much lars...okay...den fast forward to todae....todae we had 2.4km run/walk/crawl...HAHA...no la...joking joking...it's juz walk/run...no crawl...HAHA....i passed!!! =)) yay!! thank you God...=)) 15.24 min...=)) den reach halfway mark...den hyun jun,alex and ah choo down dere. den hyun jun imitate me...wadever la. den sae i man. DIAO...den ah choo was lyk "farah, dun stop." so i "okay" den continue running.til i out if his sight den i walk...HAHA.den run run run...aft dat i caught up wif sherman...den he tell me dun stop...so run run run...until rin up the slope halfway den i wanna stop. den ms chng sae wad "1 min..." den she kip blowing whistle at me...so i scared la...den run run run...den i stop in front of kiew kiew,who was giving out the number tag. den ms chng sae "finish it." so i walked 2 steps and finished it. aft i collected my number tag. i was supposed to pass the halfway mark wristband to terence. bud my vision went blur...den lyk cannot c properly. so i wanted to balance myself against terence. den i dunno if he thought i was gonna puke or wadever. den he move away.den i was lyk dun move. den i braced myself against him for a while.

den aft dat i walked into sch. on the way in,ms chng asked me "r u okay?" too tired to reply, i replied wif a thumbs-up. den walked into sch. got dis guy puking...den make me oso wanna puke. den my vision started to blur again. so i leaned against the pole. aft dat. i staggered a few steps. den leaned against another pole...sherman came in, den he c my very "cham" the look. so he waited for me... den i ask him fu me back...den he sae okay. on the way we go drink water...THANKS SHERMY! =))

den aft go back concourse...turns out ms chng bluff me...sae one minute left rite? is actually for guys to pass....DIAO! oso gd la...my position among the girls is 5...=))

aft dat...class class class...til chinese.den ms nah asked smth bout hu found it a chore to go and sao3 mu4...so i raised my hand...den aft dat in amaths class...yingjie beat me in emaths!!!!! 1 mark leh!!! wad is dis....den i go c zhao chyi's marks....den i told him bout yingjie beating me. den he said " u beat him amaths rite? den okay la. cher3 ping2 liao." or smth liddat lars...LOL. den aft dat yingjie, ah choo and i started toking bout sao3 mu4...turns out yingjie wants to b buried at choa chu kang and ah choo wants to b buried at lim chu kang. or smth liddat la... i forget. bud dey juz dun wanna b buried together in the same cemetary...HAHA

den aft dat lesson lesson lesson til inter class football. the guys first game very gd. demolished the other team 5-0...den the girls turn...we lost la...2-0...den some unpleasantness....ah forget it la...needless to sae...i was feeling not too happy...den prissy came and accompanied me...even though she pulled a hamstring. den i kip telling her to rest. she dun wanna listen. den wen i run off go and find my fone. i told her to stay. den she dun wanna listen. so she ran wif me...den we went to watch the guys play...not bad la...bud the last game u can tell they're very tired already...den zhao chyi fell....which looked pretty painful frm where i was standing...den the 2nd tym i tot he crashed into the goal post...bud i dun tink so...LOL...so liddat...

den we went to design class tee...not bad lars...got progress at least...den jodie, kaki and i went to eat roti prata at my hse dere for dinner...=)) dat kinda concludes my last 3 days in sch....=))

okay...haf to go and put the pics of the class tee design into my thumb drive..byes...=))

2007-05-03T14:40:00.000+08:00

hey...i'm in the middle of my common tests now...actually not really middle.bud.nvm...HAHA...

today i had emaths paper and pure geog...emaths was okay.juz a few questions i'm not too sure about.bud as for pure geog....sighs.benji and josiah wrote so much....LOL. so crazy la. den me and si min were lyk "both oso so bian tai" HAHA.i'm stil wondering wad possessed me to take pure geog. mayb i shld haf taken only 7 subs....oh well. juz haf to trust it to God. =))

den aft pure geog i went to meet lina, the the and manda lim. poor nana tay. she had to wait for the 3 of us cos me and manda lim takes pure geog while the the takes pure lit. tmr we haf to wait for nana cos she has bio aft chem while the 3 of us has only the chem paper to sit for. jia you u three! aft common test den we go out okay? =))

den we went to macs to eat...actually at first we cldnt decide. so we each represented one fast food place and we used "scissors, paper and stone" to decide...LOL. at first it was food junction bud we were all tired of food junction. den it was LJS( Long John Silvers) bud dere was no space.so in the end we went to macs cos it was the only fast food restaurant wif space. =)) can u imagine if mummy asks me wad i ate for lunch and i tell her macs....i bet she's gonna go "again? you all got no other choice?" HAHA. and guess hu i saw at macs? i saw kingsley. again. he was dere yesterday too.LOL. den jeremy and remy came. jeremy's lil sis showed up too shortly aft.

the the, nana and i played dis game once. the game is to c how much popcorn u can stuff in yr mouth. todae instead of popcorn, we used fries. LOL. manda, nana and heather competed. heather has the smallest mouth which can stuff lyk 20 fries. manda can stuff lyk 35 in her mouth bud dats the max. lina can stuff lyk 35 in and had some more room. i hearby declare dat lina has the largest mouth in HALF! =)) den heather was lyk..."i tink farah can only stuff 15 in" i tink so too! =)) HAHA.

den manda lim had to "deliver" her sister's lunch so she went off. and since i promised my mum i'd go home aft lunch. so here i m. doing my amaths tuition hwk before going to compile my chem notes....LOL.

i wanna watch spidey 3!!! and pirates of the caribean (did i spell it rite?) ...bud jon saes dat spidey 3 is only so-so. bud he saes POTC is a muz watch. bud it only comes out later dis month i tink. dun care. i stil wanna watch spidey 3.=)) speaking of jon. i wanna go for music prac! bud sadly since i haf common test i haf to revise. ah well.

btw. the sch set up dis new lighting/thunder warning system thingy....funny lars. den it rained super heavily during pure geog test. wad a perfect way to test out their new warning system.=))

okays...nth to sae le....byes...ppl hu r having or going to have their mid-years or common test...gd luck and jia you! =))