Hey Y'all!my name's farah and im 16 going on 17.i love shopping!!!xp i also lyk the strawberry ice cream frm hagen daz...i prefer science subjects as compared to huamnities.i love watching tv,esp disney channel!xp my favourite story is the little mermaid(the orginal hans christian anderson one,not the fake disney channel one.) i enjoy surfing the net as well as hanging out wif my frens.xp
bored..so i shall blog....aft all dats wad a blog's for...
reflecting on my life...i tink my life's been pretty screwed up recently...i got back my chem test todae...and bloody hell...i juz f***ing passed...as in lyk total borderline...sick la.i vow to do better...bud i juz cant find the discipline in me to do so...wad the hell's going on mans...i'll do better nxt tym.i'm sure i will..
academically...i tink i'm not as screwed as my personal life...i mean lyk...i lyk a guy i cannot possibly hope to haf...and the most f***ed up part is dat i cant even let go of him... shit mans...dis is lyk so retarded...i mean lyk y lyk someone or smth u cant possibly have...it defies all senses of logic....and i cant stand doing smth dat doesnt even make sense...
f*** this. is feeling pain a sign of weakness? i nid to get rid of this "thing" soon. cos it's definately not helping. my new moto from now on is "be detached.be emotionless.feel nth." mayb dat'll spare me from all the hurt and emotional turmoil dat comes wif the territory of having a crush.