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Hey Y'all!my name's farah and im 16 going on 17.i love shopping!!!xp i also lyk the strawberry ice cream frm hagen daz...i prefer science subjects as compared to huamnities.i love watching tv,esp disney channel!xp my favourite story is the little mermaid(the orginal hans christian anderson one,not the fake disney channel one.) i enjoy surfing the net as well as hanging out wif my frens.xp

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Saturday, 28 July 2007

meet zion...

hey ppl...havent updated in a while..so here's wads been going on so far...


lets rewind to thurs...pure geog we had map reading test....i took lyk 15 f***ing minutes to calculate the damn height of the hill thingy...and it's wrong according to ian...bloody f***...so stupid la...waste 15 mins of my tym...nearly cant finish sia...foto interpretation i juz anyhow whack sia...so sians la...nvm. suan le...my heavenly father will take care of it for me...*beams*


during CME period....alvin was lyk sitting in the corner behind me and kiew kiew... den he was lyk very emo...den i asked him" ni3 hen3 men4 arhs?" den he gif me dat kinda innocent face and nodded....LOL! den aft dat we had to do pair work...den kahseng was very irritated wif daniel over smth...den started hurling vulgarities at him...behind me alvin oso started hurling vulgarities at kahseng...bud not too loudly...hyun jun (hu was sitting beside alvin) went "he oso not scolding you...scold back for wad?" or smth liddat...den alvin juz laughed...so i was lyk "alvin, u very bad lehs...ppl angry u stil laugh." den he replied" okay okay....nxt tym i cry okay?" LMAO!


den we had the ss presentation thingy...den we were lyk sitting in the mpr frm 3.30 to bout 5 smth...butt pain lars...den cos stil had lyk a lot of grps dat hadnt presented...ms yip told us to go to her homeroom and present....den we (nata,wenjing,gena,nuraini,kaki and i) went up to her homeroom first cos we were the first grp presenting...den present present present....cos our project is on a NE game for primary sch students..den wen we presented the idea, our class guys, being guys, were lyk, making a lot of unnecessary comments...lyk extra comments....den while nuraini was presenting, zhao chyi was lyk "eye contact!" den nuraini lowered her paper and gave him a murderous stare...den he was lyk "okay okay..." den while wenjing was presenting...he was lyk "voice projection!" den wenjing started shouting out her script...LMAO...wenjing's lyk super loud la okay...den we had to hold up the game board thingy...den zhaochyi made a lot of comments....-_-''' so i was lyk giving him the stare...den dey all kept quiet...LOL!


den aft we presented...ah choo was lyk" farah where you going?" den i was lyk"erm...home. i've got tuition." den terence went "i tot u all want class unity? stay and watch la.unify wif us..." den i said "unify my foot la....you all slowly slowly sit here and unify...i got tuition..." -_-''' so lame lars...


i got a doggy too! =)) as in a real live doggy...not a toy. =)) his name's zion...and he's sooo cute...his eyes r lyk huge...and can "dian4" ppl...=)) shall post a pic soon..=))


yesterday...mrs loh very pro lors...got open bk test...and we didnt even noe dat we had a test...it was only wen we stepped into class den we knew...so pro la she...i oso heard frm manda lim dat the W580i is out....=)) i wan!!! =)) oh and my (real) daddy lost his fone...at a hawker centre...-_-''' and it's not sae those cheapo fone..it's lyk his freaking W880...he's so sad la...kao eh..his fone is lyk less dan half a year old lors...wth...


den yesterday oso had physics test...mcq stil okay...i tink i screwed up on open ended....oh crap den michelle mummy was lyk "never study rite?" den i was lyk..."i studied...a bit" nvm...i shall trust my heavenly father on dis too...*beams*


anyways...nth much to sae le...shall post my doggy's pic up another tym...byes!

Wednesday, 25 July 2007

the right thing?

my extended daddy juz told me to do the right thing...thanks daddy...bud in my case...wad IS the right thing to do anyways? anyone care to answer my question?

wtf...this hurts lyk crap...

hais...i dunno wad to sae mans...wenching saes i shld learn how to let it all out...so here goes...


i knew he lyked someone...den i told myself to leave it...be emotionless.feel nth.not to let anyone through. bud den...looks lyk my plan backfired. to hear it frm someone dat he lyks someone juz...to put it bluntly...hurts lyk crap.i mean i already knew. bud den...how come it stil hurts so badly? wtf...i dunno i really dunno....it juz...f***ing hell hurts la...


i really dunno how to phrase it...mayb only once you've been through dis...den will u truly understand how much it sucks..one thing i cant comprehend bout this is dat....y the hell does it hurt so much? wth....this is not my 1st crush.i dun tink it'll b my last either...bud can someone out dere juz please answer dis....y the bloody f*** does it hurt so much?


cant stand it.i want out.i juz wanna run as far away as possible.leave all this crap behind. truth b told.i dun tink anyone cld actually grasp the concept of y i lyk him so much. hell i dun even noe y.and it juz bloody pisses me off dat i cared so much...


i bet everyone tinks i'm the world's biggest idiot...and i dun blame u guys in the least...cos i tink i'm the biggest idiot of dem all. f*** dis feeling.


lyk todae during pe we played frisbee.and den wen the wind comes, yr frisbee,no matter how well u throw it, goes haywire...dis is y i lyk football better. cos u haf more control over the way u wan the game to go. rather dan let smth external,lyk the wind, control it.similarly. in my life...i hate feeling helpless.lyk i cant control certain things in my life.and i cant stand the feeling of letting smth external control my life...bud sadly...in the case of him and me...it's so freaking out of my control.and dere's nth i can do bout it.no matter wad i do, no matter wad i sae. wont make a difference...cos he already likes someone else.so dere's nth i can do...bud juz to let go and wish him all the best...hopefully the girl he lyks,lyks him back...den dey'd b happy...and deres nth more i can do bud juz to step back and watch.


btw daddy, if you're reading dis...i'm waiting for our family foto before putting up a foto...=))


"If you love something, set it free. it'll come back to you, if it was meant to be." bud...wad happens if you love something so much, bud you cant bear to let it go, no matter how hard you try? wad do you do den?

Tuesday, 24 July 2007

Aslyn- That's When I Love You

f***ed up

bored..so i shall blog....aft all dats wad a blog's for...


reflecting on my life...i tink my life's been pretty screwed up recently...i got back my chem test todae...and bloody hell...i juz f***ing passed...as in lyk total borderline...sick la.i vow to do better...bud i juz cant find the discipline in me to do so...wad the hell's going on mans...i'll do better nxt tym.i'm sure i will..


academically...i tink i'm not as screwed as my personal life...i mean lyk...i lyk a guy i cannot possibly hope to haf...and the most f***ed up part is dat i cant even let go of him... shit mans...dis is lyk so retarded...i mean lyk y lyk someone or smth u cant possibly have...it defies all senses of logic....and i cant stand doing smth dat doesnt even make sense...


f*** this. is feeling pain a sign of weakness? i nid to get rid of this "thing" soon. cos it's definately not helping. my new moto from now on is "be detached.be emotionless.feel nth." mayb dat'll spare me from all the hurt and emotional turmoil dat comes wif the territory of having a crush.


i honestly cant stand you sometimes.

does thawfeek radiate more heat dan me?

hey...todae was okay i guess...we had to play the ss game thingy todae...at least dis simulation was better dan the story...HAHA...


den was amaths...turns out we dun haf a test todae...LMAO! so anyways...aft dat was i tink chem, so nth much to sae...den aft recess was eng...den was physics...todae's physics lesson was bout radiation...so ms teo was lyk black wld absorb and radiate more heat dan a shiny surface...so gena asked me if lyk black ppl wld radiate more heat dan us...so full of child-like wonder..i went to ask thawfeek..."do u radiate more heat dan me?" he reponded by giving me the finger...hey come on...i'm not being racist or anything...i was curious...honest!!! =)) he stil didnt answer my question though...mayb i shld put a thermomter beside him to test out the theory and c if it works on skin colour too...once again....I"M NOT BEING RACIST!!!


so den i told benji...den he was lyk "OMG, u racist kuku..." so i was lyk..."i'm not racist...wth...i was juz curious..." honestly...i was juz curious...is it so wrong? wen u dunno smth u ask someone rite? bleahs...once again. I'M NOT RACIST AND I'M NOT A RACIST KUKU!


den yeah...ms nah wasnt around so ms lan took over...and she released us lyk an hour early...=)) den since it was early i tot i shld go home myself...den daddy sae he come pick me up....sorrie shermy wormy! i ps u halfway...another tym den i walk wif u okay? sorrie!!! =))


hais...nth to sae le....so i guess dat all for now...byes!


i honestly cant stand you sometimes...bloody annoying idiot, you are so getting on my nerves. maybe i shld learn to detach myself.be more void of emotions. den maybe it wldnt hurt so much.

Sunday, 22 July 2007

cousins forever!

todae was okay...went to church and all...den dey were all so amused at the camera and the fact dat it can take...wads it called? the thing wen something's moving and the camera can capture all it's movements? i haf not a clue wads it called bud i'm pretty sure it's used in football matches to capture my beloved cristiano ronaldo who is tres tres hot...=))


dey aft dat jie jie joyce,jie jie vickie,didi moses,mei mei and i went to suntec wif daddy and mummy...den while daddy and mummy went to ncc for service, we went to watch harry potter and the order of the phoenix! yay...i finally got to watch it...=)) it's not as bad as some ppl make it out to b...bud i'm pretty sad dat dey didnt describe the order of the phoenix hq and the fighting scenes at the ministry of magic as detailed as the book...plus dey missed out all the quidditch scenes!!! *pouts* anyways...so sad lars...bud overall...not too bad...given the tym dey had to cover the book.LOL....


okay...rewind to yesterday...i had to go and do flag day yesterday...not too bad...=)) flag day's actually kinda fun =)) dey aft dat....wenjing and i went to borders....den aft dat we went down to kovan den on to oonie's hse...so we tried to start fire for the bbq...den guess wad...in the middle of the bbq it started to rain....LMAO...bud it was fun....and i was lyk totally stuffed...


anyways...nth to sae le...and i haf to go to bed cos of my pounding headache....bye!

Friday, 20 July 2007

where are all these mozzy bites coming frm?

hey ppl...todae was our racial harmony celebration...den i had to do a cat walk thingy in nuraini's baju kurung...so long lars...i wear so high den i stil folded...so super duper long lars...kip on stepping on it and nearly fall down..thank God wasnt during the cat walk...rawr...so sians la...den aft dat..went for lessons...den during recess ong shi jie kip di-siaoing me lars...so sians...everyone di-siao me lors...okay...u guys win okay? happy?




den blah blah blah...i now haf a daddy....=)) *grins broadly* now my extended family is complete! =)) yay! todae i sae kaiboon and alex play DOTA...exactly how many tyms can u chop off someone's head and pawn it for gold? goodness...den kaiboon..ah nvm..he noe wad i mean...suan le...den he can hurl out vulgarities...den wen i sae...he scold me...not fair...rawr...




i got a ton of mozzy bites...and i haf no idea where dey came frm...so lame lars...den tmr nid to go for flag day to complete 15 hours for my NYAA thingy...bud i already hit my 100 hours for CIP liao...so sians lar...bleahs...

Monday, 16 July 2007

nightmare

hey...todae i had an okay day...bud i tink i was a bit sullen and emo todae...all of cos....erm...let's sae it's was cos of disrupted sleep and therefore i'm super tired...i'm confused...really really confused....hais. i really dunno wad to do.my head's in a mess...and i dunno wad i want...how?


my frens were awesome todae...dey cld bear wif my emo-ness and attitude...thank you so much for understanding and everything..thank u...ppl hu had to face my temper and attitude...i'm so sorrie and thanks for understanding...=))


anyways...todae i went to go do class tee...not too bad...tmr haf to go back and gif dem the back the name and stuff....so yeah...


nth much to sae todae...so juz a short post..bye everyone....


i really wanna know what goes on in your head. do you know how i feel? i really wanna know what you're thinking.then maybe i'd be able to convince myself that it's impossible between us.what do you think of me? what do you see me as? i only wish i knew. i cant think properly cos you're in my head 24/7...i cant even escape from you when i'm asleep. i wish i knew what was going on. i really really dont wanna like you. im not even supposed to like you.but the sad sad reality is that...i think i actually like you.what's a person to do in this situation?

Sunday, 15 July 2007

CANDIES!

Sandi Thom - I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker

Sandi Thom - I Wish I Was A Punk Rocker


[Chorus]
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
In 77 and 69 revolution was in the air
I was born too late into a world that doesn't care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair


When the head of state didn't play guitar,
Not everybody drove a car,
When music really mattered and when radio was king,
When accountants didn't have control
And the media couldn't buy your soul
And computers were still scary and we didn't know everything


[Chorus]


When pop-stars still remained a myth
And ignorance could still be bliss
And when God Saved the Queen she turned a whiter shade of pale
When my mom and dad were in their teens
And anarchy was still a dream
And the only way to stay in touch was a letter in the mail


[Chorus]


When record shops were still on top
And vinyl was all that they stocked
And the super info highway was still drifting out in space
Kids were wearing hand me downs,
And playing games meant kick around
And footballers still had long hair and dirt across their face


[Chorus]


I was born too late to a world that doesn't care
Oh I wish I was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair

Saturday, 14 July 2007

weird and random things..

heys...my beloved jie jie si min so pro...ask me list some of the weird and random things bout myself...okay jie jie...u win...i do let u c...=))


Please read the rules first:Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end , you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.


Number One : I have a really bad habit of chewing on my nails (which my mum has been trying to cure for as long as i can rmb bud to dis day is to no avail)
Number Two : i lyk the smell of the hospital and certain hotels (cue everyone to go..."wad the hell...")
Number Three :i haf a ton of stuff toys and i name some of dem...my favourites r of cos squishy and stitchy (which by the way is an octopus and stitch respectively)
Number Four : i laugh at lame and random stuff and random and lame stuff dat pop into my head frm tym to tym (everybody go..."pyscho...")
Number Five :i lyk to gif my classmates and frens random nicknames for example ah choo, ah ian, benji,kiew kiew...and the list goes on and on...=))
Number Six :i cant stand the sound of velcro ripping...


The SIX weirdo people i'm choosing..
1) ms gena phua
2) jie jie vickie
3) jie jie hannah
4) lina
5) ashy washy
6) ms wong si hui

Wednesday, 11 July 2007

blogging in school...=))

hey ppl..guess wad? i'm blogging frm sch cpm lab 3...=)) the coms here r lyk way faster dan the ones in com lab one and two...hee hee..my home com screwed a lil bit...sometimes it can b switched on..sometimes it cant? cranky much? LOL...


anyways..now we're supposed to b having pe but...it's raining outside...so we cant play frisbee...everybody go...."awwww..." haha...bud it's alrite.i dun mind sitting here and blogging instead...Haha...for the record. i'm not a lazy bum okays? i lyk pe..it's juz dat i've been too busy to use the com lately...lets review my week....shall we?


monday: school til 3.30 pm, chinese tuition at 4.30-6.30pm
tuesday: school til 3.30 pm, did project at nuraini's hse (nuraini makes gd ice milo btw.Hee.) , music soundcheck at church at 7.30-10 plus.
wednesday: school til 2.45pm, phsics and emaths tuition frm 4-7pm, music soundcheck part 2 at 7.30-???
thursday: school til 2.45, ss presentation (dunno wad tym), music prac 7.30-???
friday: school til 1.15, choir prac (2.30-???), amaths tuition 7pm-9pm
saturday: amaths and chem tuition 1.30-4.30, piano 5-6, music prac 7 smth-???
sunday: go church....=))


i juz realised smth...out of 7 days in a week...i go to church dis wk for 5 days...gena saes it's a 5 day work week...=)) LOL. anyways...yesterday i went to church to do a soundcheck...so fun lars...=)) i got to play wif the personal mixer thingy....dunno wads the actual name...tink i shall ask jie jie karen wen i c her tonite.=)) LOL.


okay nth to sae le....byes! =))

Monday, 9 July 2007

week 1 monday timetable sucks...

HEY HEY! =))


HAHA...juz felt lyk doing dat.=)) and mainly cos i'm kinda bored too...=)) okays..so todae we had homeroom period...den aft dat was lyk double physics....OMG..can die sia...den we did theory todae...den i had the fortune/misfortune of sitting in between wenjing and gena...oh goodness la...laggi can die...dey down dere annoy me lyk to no end lors...bout *glares at gena and wenjing* ah...suan le...dun sae...better dat way...nvm...nata and i shall sit far far away frm dem the nxt physics lesson...=))


den during recess...i go and pia do graph for mr reggie lim...den aft dat he sae end of the day den pass up to him in his pigeon hole...cos i cldnt finish...den he gif somemore graph...*faints* has anyone lyk fainted frm doing too much graph? is it possible? LOL...


den aft dat was double chem...we had SPA.=)) den ms wendy chia teaching...thank god dis tym the SPA stil not too tough...=)) so not too bad...ms wendy chia lyks hello kitty and pink...hmmm...hu does it sound lyk? *grins* lemme gif u guys a hint...it's some one in 3 joy 07...*grins*


so anyways...den aft chem was one period eng....lyk only single period of todae...we had dis guy frm australia or somewhere come to teach us bout public speaking... den aft dat felicia saboh-ed me to do some demo...thanks arhs kiew kiew...so dumb lars...rawr...the way she do it is...ah...forget it.nvm...suan le. i noe it's not on purpose de...den last 15 mins muz do intro...sae " gd afternoon class. my name is______." so i got up and said it...den wenjing and issac choo added...bleahs...dun sae oso better...*glares at ah choo and wenjing* thanks arhs...wad did i even do to u guys...bloody hell la...rawr.


anyways...aft class...i went to the canteen to wait for daddy to pick me up..my real daddy...not my super duper extended family tree one...LOL...i realised dat i haf a really huge and weird family tree...LOL...too many ppl le...and i haf a great great grandfather hus stil alive...LOL...


okays...i gtg now...bye! =))

Friday, 6 July 2007

Wait for you by Elliott Yamin

Elliot Yamin: Wait for you

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away(When)
Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying
Baby

why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you

If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you

Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you

If you think I find it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
I’ll be waiting …

Wednesday, 4 July 2007

hey...todae since i'm here..mite as well blog a while...


first we had form teacher's period...oh...speaking of my form teacher. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS YIP! ALL THE BEST AND I HOPE YOU'LL B ABLE TO STAND US FOR THE NXT 1 AND A HALF YEARS. =)) HOPE YOU HAD AN ENJOYABLE BIRTHDAY AND WE HOPE U LYK THE CARD AND CHOCOLATES! =))


aft dat we had 2 periods was SPA...i realised smth...physics SPA is not as fun as chem SPA.=)) we were supposed to tip this block thingy over and to note down at wad angle the blocks tipped over....so yeah...this physics SPA is actually considered quite fun already...LOL.


den aft dat was PE. we took height and weight...even though according to records..it shows dat i haf lost weight...bud i feel as if i haf gained weight...so weird... huh...i honestly tink i gained weight lars...bleah...shall go on a diet.=)) aft height and weight we went to play frisbee...it's okay..bud i stil tink i prefer football to frisbee....ah well...dats wad we'll b doing dis term...so cant complain...=))


den aft dat...nth much le...til pure geog...so sleepy la...had to eat sweets to kip myself awake...i kept nodding off...not dat its cos the lesson's boring or wad...it's juz dat i was sooo tired and the weather's so warm and the place is so comfy...=)) bud i didnt doze off...juz kept nodding off...so yeah. =))


den aft dat gena and i went to j8...aft waiting for wenjing...den since the 2 of dem werent hungry...i chose to eat at KFC. so yeah...den while eating we saw nicholas...so i called him "bing yang.." den he waved and i waved back...den he dunno go where...den aft a whiel he came back so wenjing and i were lyk "bing yang...." den dunno y....he tripped over a stroller or smth...aiyo...now dat i tink of it, cld it be.....HAHA..shant sae it out if not ppl will come and scold me in sch tmr...HAHA...


anyways...aft lunch i went for tuition...emaths den aft dat is physics...den...i had to do practical in physics tuition lars...wah lao...lyk 2 SPAs in a day lors...how sians....i tink i may flunk SPA u noe...for physics i mean...chem i tink stil can handle...aiyas...den my tuition teacher and fren was lyk...how can u flunk SPA? it's not possible...LOL....so sians la...i dun lyk physics SPA. full stop....no buts no ifs or maybs...hais...i'll b glad once i dun nid to do SPA le...bud dat'll b lyk til nxt yr...and this is the best part...SPA is taken into consideration for o-levels...joy oh joy...


i havent done my ss project nor haf i done my pure geog project....crap mans....and lyk pure geog is due on fri...ss nxt wk....looks lyk haf to choing project le....haiz...


oh well...nth to sae le. juz hope dat my chem class tmr will be okay...or at least do-able...=)) bye! =))

Tuesday, 3 July 2007

hey...=)) nth to do..so decided to blog...=))


one thing i realised...thawfeek changed fone!!!! unfair, unfair unfair!!!!! i oso wanna change...he changed to nokia 73...dunno y he wanna change to nokia...i kinda gave up on nokia fones already...bud dats besides the point...i wanna change!!! thawfeek's logic is dat his previous fone has been wif him for 2 yrs...so he can change...BLEAHS. i oso wanna change...bud here's the sad part. the sony ericsson W580i is only coming out in late october...AHHH...so sad...bud nvm. i shall wait.=)) den dunno hu sae i sure cant wait de....hmph. i shall prove to u i can wait. besides i really wan dat fone lors...=))


during chem, we had spa....den we were supposed to test for the gases...so funny lars...den the hydrogen gas the test is to test for a pop sound..mine and jing's one pop-ed soo loud la...den we were lyk down dere laughing our butts off. den we oso tested for i tink sulphur dioxide or smth...den the thing had to b heated..den the way we heat the thing so cartoon lars...i c wenjing do already i wanna laugh...den the liquid frm one test tube flow to the other...despite my best efforts to put it back...i didnt do anything to it la...honest...=))


todae in chinese class i never bring zuo4 ye4 so i juz sit down dere and stop...den aft dat i go shermy wormy down dere tok rubbish wif mummy michelle, shermy wormy, jie jie michelle, kiew kiew and zhao chyi....tok all the thing all not related to chinese de...LOL. den kaiboon aka jiefu...he kip calling me by my chinese name lors....so sians. i got english name dun wanna call...dun get me wrong, my chinese name is fine and all...bud i dun c the nid to call me by my chinese name....den he passed this paper round ask u write chinese name...den he ask zhao chyi called wad...zhao chyi of cos called zhao chyi la. if not called yingjie or kaiboon mehs...HAHA...


okays i got nth to sae le...shall go and watch tv or do smth productive wif my tym...=)) byes!